I'm back, and I'm happy to be back. I know I'm sorry I left for so long, but I have my reasons.
Not so long ago I was diagnosed with cancer (leukemia) in which is a cancer in the blood, that's probably the easiest way I can put it I wasn't producing enough blood for my brain.
I couldn't really move my arms, I had and IV going through my arm all the way to my heart :/
It's sucks butt, and
I've been in and out of the hospital getting chemotherapy and spinal taps (bone marrow tests) and I've been trying to focus on myself.
But I'm officially on stage two, I feel so much better and it's summer break and I'm gonna be homeschooled for a whole year of high school soooo guess what that means........ More updates!!
Ik I'm happy too.
Ok honestly thank you for reading and for 34k wtf that was amazing I started to cry when I logged in and looked at this crappy book.
Y'all honestly deserve the world.
Much love from yah girl E❤️🍒
Enjoy.......
I watched him from afar, how can someone love their Bestfriend, you just can't love your Bestfriend that should be like a rule or a state law.
It was our senior graduation, Shawn was throwing an goodbye party for all the seniors in south lake high school.
Grayson Dolan.
He has been my Bestfriend since 3rd grade, I remember the day we met, he was the new kid, he dressed differently and was kind to everyone I was just a boy but I knew I was in love.
I have always been in love with Grayson, Jesus who wouldn't?
I remember when he came out to me in 7th grade, he was so scared.
"Grayson...I kinda knew?" I remember saying he laughed his ass off.
"Of course you did, what gave it away?" He asked with a giggle, I could of sworn my heart stopped beating for a minute or two god I was whipped.
"Jesus I don't know? Do 3rd grader boys wear lipgloss and glittery pink eyeshadow?" I asked sarcastically, we just laughed and years passed by and I'm still whipped as shit.
I remember Grayson's first boyfriend.
God was I mad.
Jealous.
Super fucking jealous.
Dylan was the name, Grayson seemed very interested in him, Dylan not so much.
You see sometimes I think Grayson teases me but I think that's just my fucked up imagination.
Hopefully?
One time we were shopping, he took me into this forever 21 store he grabbed a few skimpy shirts and shorts and pulled me into a changing room and sat me down on the bench.
"Ima try these on, you tell me how they look on me, ok?" He asked me flashing his pearly whites.
"Sure" I said like a complete idiot.
He slowly took off his yellow crop top revealing his smooth tan sun kissed shoulders. I was lost for words.
He had a baby blue belly button piercing, it truly drives me nuts.
He tried on a light pink bralette sorta shirt.
I took a deep breath and tried not to stare for too long.
He slowly pulled down his super short jean shorts giving me a full view of his plump ass.
