jokers daughter

Moms gone.

Almost home I see something flying by in the mirror it was that bluish thing again or maybe it was red? I'm not sure but I know I saw it.
"Mom" I said
"I think we are being followed..." I stated still looking behind me seeing something fly or maybe swing by again?
Mom checking her  rearview and stepping in the gas. "We aren't going to the house we will be going to the PARTY" she said confirming that someone was indeed following us. " I'll tell your aunt to cancel her trip out here turns out I have a lot of work to catch up on at the OFFICE" she stated.

"Ok mom, will you have time to come to the PARTY later?" I replied
"We will see Dani" she said
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~2 hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~

No longer seeing anyone we went to our underground bunker that is outside the city. If you haven't caught on that's the PARTY... and it's also where I train and from time to time have my jokers episodes... when I was younger I called myself diamond joker... my personality the time I believe I only had one and she was the original... I'm the one my mom created to keep me in a safe space from myself.

Getting out of the car I felt something different about the atmosphere of the PARTY room... it felt cold and the air was thick... opening the door bunker i heard a soft click... boom...  

~~~~~~~~~~~~~hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up with a pounding headache and my ears ringing.  
"Wha- *cough cough* happened" I said as best as I could with pain shooting and ripping every inch of my body.
Looking around for mom I start to panic, smoke was everywhere pieces of the moms car everywhere... did she get out of the car? Where is she?...

Trying to get to my feet so I can further my search for her only to fall back to the ground because of a large shard of glass is enlarged into my left leg was how you say pretty fucking painful. Pulling the glass out of my leg I stood as best as I could manage on my right leg and Leaned against the nearest anything tbh.

"Mom!" I called.
"Mom where are you?" I called again
"Mom please where are you" I tried to fight the tears of fear...
"Here..." I barley heard it but I found her laying on the ground the blast threw her so far off the road...  "Dani baby girl..." she whispered 
"you need to go home *cough cough* and get the bag out of my closet." She says trying to fight to hold on

"Mom, no please... I can call the police or cal-" I pleaded with her.
"No" she interrupted "go and leave and start over" she stated.
"I can't leave you mom" I pleaded
"I love you Dani remember you have a beautiful smile and you are not a killer you are my baby girl" those were her last words to me... I sat there holding my mothers dead body crying for hours knowing there was no one else here that could hear my crying and pleading. After hours of crying the tears stopped and I watched the sun rise realizing that someone did this... someone was here and planted a bomb and killed my mother because of me... I got up as best as I could and started walking. About three miles out I called an UBER who insisted he take me to the hospital vs my home. I get I looked bloody and dirty and like I've been through hell because I was. But I didn't feel like being babied. I felt like killing the son of a bitch who killed my mother.  They will die and I will carve a smile into their bloody corpse.