Isn't it weird?
The feeling;
When you're in a crowd,
But you felt lonely.
When you want to jump off a cliff,
But pillows are waiting at the bottom.
When you want to hurt yourself,
But you're invulnerable.
Don't you just hate it?
Begging for pain,
Even when you're in so much of it.
You're too pissed off,
You can't even kill yourself.
So stressed out,
Wanting all the pain to be over with.
Tired of all the bullshit.
Jumping into conclusions.
You're asking yourself the same question too many times;
When will this end?
Aren't you tired already?
Why won't you stop?
You finally fell asleep.
And when you woke up,
You're in a dream.
It felt so real.
All you see is emptiness,
Darkness,
And peace.
Finally,
You're in the afterlife.
But then,
You forgot.
It was a dream.
-s.ajs
