in need of love...

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you texted me today.
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I didn't know what to think. So like anyone, i opened it.

"Hey."

"hey, what's up?"

I was silly to believe that you actually wanted to talk to me. Instead you spoke about her.

And how you needed to talk to someone to get your feelings out. And of course you knew I wouldn't say no. And i knew I wouldn't refuse you to do so either.

So i listened.
I listened to you talk about her and what she's done to make you angry, what she's like, what you do together. And at the end of it - you asked me...

"So, tell me how have you been?"

As I started to express myself, you told me that you'd be back and that you needed to do something.

And if I had learnt anything from the past, i knew for sure that you wouldn't be back. I knew that if you were going - that you would be gone for a long time. Regardless i couldn't do anything to make you stay, so I let you go.