Shawn Mendes //interracial imagines

Run away 1

Hey my name is Y/n  I've felt like this for some time now I just don't know. I don't know who I am anymore I feel like life is just going to fade into grey at any moment but who knows if it might just regain colour. But the dark side of me is just pulling me back into the pool of pain I'm trying to avoid.

It's that void of emptiness and pain that pokes at me everyday that I feel like falling into an bottomless pit.

Today I've just lost my last source of happiness I'm crashing into a wall that has alone written across it. I really thought he was on my side but I have no one, no one is by my side.

What did I do wrong was I too clingy, did I not give him enough attention or I gave him to much. He said he needs space but I haven't seen him in a while.

I pick up my phone and see I have 54 miss calls from my "best friend" but we have been distant a lot lately she has new targets in life and I'm a dreamer who dreamed way to far and  is now broken, broken by the future she thought she was going to get. I guess I expected too much.

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