Marshall
There is something werid going on in my head right now and it's really scaring me. Just thinking about why in the fuck I could ever think this about a guy. I mean come on just a couple days ago I was fucking a random I found at a club. Now after all this time with empty attraction on my part and not being able to admit it to myself he sits there in silence . Does he know what the fuck type of torture he has put me through for so many years. But then again he probably don't even know aw shit why am I putting myself in this place again. Why can he change my life from a perfectly straight one to this confusing shit . Then again it's not like he ever initiated anything , I guess it's just me fucking up my own life again. GOD DAMMIT ! Why do I have to be like this fuck I'm such a coward. I swear he must think I'm crazy I can't take my eyes off him. Why is he so god dam beautiful. I study him as his huge strong chest heave up and down at every exhale. I know this is wrong to think of another man like that not for me I couldn't give a fuck less about all these other faggots. But not me not Marshall Mathers .
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Definitely Afraid
FanfictionMarshall is disgusted by the fact he has a crush on his mentor Dre but in his attempt to forget about dre (pun intended ) he just falls more in love the real challenge is trying to find out what's going on in Dre's mysterious head.