I am not happy. Please do not draw conclusions that I am unhappy, just know that when a person has no current happiness, it does not mean that the person is particularly sad, or mad, or any other 'unpleasant' state. Every person has their own form of neutral. Each neutral is custom, like a perfect mix of every feeling carefully cancelling each other. Sometimes a neutral might be tainted with a certain feeling or feelings that don't quite cancel out, and this gives every person's neutral a flavour. Sometimes after an intense emotion your neutral can either become temporarily tainted with the strong emotion previously felt, or it could be temporarily tainted with the opposing emotion of the previous said emotion, depending on the reaction.