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zayn Let's celebrate the ending of this successful Pride Month 2017 as it should be celebrated: pridefully and by wearing our crowns, holding up our heads with a huge, prideful smile on our face. I'm celebrating with my people all around the world and it was such a fun month, I can tell! And for me, this year's been the best so far. I got to experience it with someone special. Someone, who I care for and who cares for me - cares for me enough to stand by my side all day long and cheer me up if someone hit my mood to the floor. I'm so happy that I was born like this and the fact that this special someone accepts me the way I am makes me even more happier. It was his first time and I really really hope I made it special and unforgettable for him, even just a little bit. ♠️
I was blessed enough to have my family and closest friends by my side and behind my back all my life, and that's something I could never be thankful enough. I never really had to "open up" and step out of the closet... I think it has always been known and taken as a fact that I'm not attracted to women at all. They are very much attractive and I do find them pretty or sexy, let's just say this out, but I've never been sexually attracted to any of them. I've never talked about it online before, so I'm finding it to write down a bit hard but I think I have to tell my "story" to the people who care for me if I want them to know the real me, yeah?
There were times I didn't want to accept it. My religion, my classmates... I wanted to change who I really am. My mother, father and sisters were always and still very supportive and I've never heard any rude comments or saw eyerolls from their side! But school was something else, fitting in was freaking important for me, still don't know why... Being unique and somebody else than the others and the avarage is COOL! Long story short, once I met Lauren she completely changed my mind about trying so hard to fit in and do everything in my power to change the real me - but only after making me having a crush on her. It was like if we were in a cliché, real souppy movie - she was walking in the hallway with a shirt like mine on the picture (Haha it's our BFF shirt lol) She was so opened up and so so so brave! Never cared for anyone's opinion if that person wasn't worth it. I've had a crush on Lauren because I adored and wished her strenght to myself. I'll forever be thankful for her for leading me into this beautiful community and for never leaving me alone with the demons in my head. Love you, L.
As Anderson Cooper once said, being gay is a blessing, and it's something we should be thankful for every single day, so being thankful for 30 day straight meant the world to me and taught me something very clearly: I am not. Z xx
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liamsbutt Come on petal we all know the first part was about Liam but nice try 👀👏🏻
laurenjauregui To eternity and beyond | | zayn Ok Buzz, leggo
paynerstan He made my baby gay so whatever he does i'm gonna hate on him | | zmalik what's your problem sweety? Haven't got a children's room? Were you dragged up anyhow? Tell me about it i got really interested, wish I could help you
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liampayne Happy it happened with you, Nugget.
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harrystyles You made me cry, thanks again | | zayn haha 🖤
gigihadid FRIKKIN PROUD OF YOU
malik.f.arts @zayn Ok we get it you're really happy and satisfied and very into @liampayne atm but could you might as well just show and prove it to us by posting a picture already? Like what are you waiting for? 😩💘 | | liamsbutt Guess he's trying to save himself from the crazy and protective fans of Liam... he's so fucking careful with every single word he writes down because he know people make it into a huge deal... mentioning his name, tagging him or posting a pic about him could easily cause such big attention or viral problem and as I know Zayn, he want's to earn fame without someone else's spotlight. | | liamsbutt Not to talk about trying to steer clear of arguments and shades on his name. | | zmalik He's already famous what are you talkin about | | liamsbutt Yeah but because of what? People know his name as a very talented, young british gay activist astist which is already more than amazingly enough for the media but what would happen if his name poppes out one day in the news as Liam P's new boyfriend? | | liampnews Liam posted about him after their very first date... it means it's serious and he's planning on staying with Zayn for a long time | | zmalik Hell naw it means he was naive and unprepared sorry not sorry :( poor baby @zayn | | camila_cabello I love how you guys are thinking 😊 Seeing you, protecting my very good friend makes my heart happy so dearly | | niallhoran You guys I gotta say something too what might be interesting for everybody so listen carefully; it's their business 🤷🏻♂️ they know what to do and how to do it a s when to do it so but if not, they'll find it out. Stop making it to something big what it clearly isn't. *dropsthemic*
Ok I LOVED writing this one!!!
Nugget officially became a thing ahahah finally
Niall's such a bean but also a savage in one! What are you thinking? Let me know 🖤
