•PuppyLove• (tomtord)

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Tom shook his head, looking away from Tord "I wasn't thinking you cared anyways.." Tom shoved his hands in his hoodie pockets, hurt on his face. Edd noticed this, looking at Tord with an annoyed glance. Tord grumbled, crossing his arms. Matt looked at them confused. Spoon the bell rang and right when that bell rang Tom got up and left. He didn't want to stay there any longer. Tord hurt him. A lot. He actually has hope. But he was right. Tord didn't care. Tord didn't love him. And he never world. 

>Timeskip< 

Tom sat in his last classroom, watching the clock. He wanted to get out of this school as fast as he could. He didn't want to stay here any longer. But he knew Edd would bombard him with questions about lunch and Tom wasn't up to deal with that. After 45 minutes of waiting, the bell finally rang, and Tom was out of there as fast as he could. He left the school, not even waiting for Edd and Matt under the tree in the front of the school. He walked straight home. Thoughts raced three his head. All he could think about was the fact that Edd was constantly trying to persuade Tom that Tord loves him, and right when Tom's hopes for up, they fell back down. 'Tord doesn't care' 'he hates you' 'why should you care?' 'it's just a puppycrush' Tom began to tear up, quickly wiping them away "your not suppose to care!" He scolded himself. He eventually made his way to his home, opening his front door and slamming it. His mom called out to him " how was your day, sweetie? " she asked sweetly. "Fine." Tom snapped back. Heading up to his room. His day was fine. Until Tord has to come up and ruin it. He did that a lot. Why did Tom even like him? All Tord ever did was hurt him. Even if they had a relationship it would probably be abusive anyways. Tom soon began realizing there was no point in loving him. He didn't love him, there was no point in loving him. " That's it. I won't love him. I'll stay away from him. I hate him. And he hates me. There is no point in having a crush. Besides. It was all gonna blow over anyways. " Tom flopped on his bed, and began sobbing. Why? Why was he crying over someone he hated? "I hate feelings. I hate love." Tom whispered through soft sobs. " I swear to you, I'll never love again. " 

A/n 

I think this chapter is longer??? I guess?? Angst yay! And did you catch that song refrence?? ;;) ok well. I might open a oneshots book so yaaaaaay. So requestssss????okokok bye