Life doesn't go as plan I guess. Even if you think what you see and feel is all pretend, it's never going to change reality.
Connor's POV
It's been a month since Allexis and my future child have died. I can still see her face when she saw me coated in red. That whole day hasn't left my mind. From the point of when I found out I was going to be a father, to when the doctor told me about her passing. All my fans still do the #prayforallexis because they hope she has gone to a place better even though I'm not at that place. The one thing that kills me the most is the fact that I didn't know if I was going to have a boy or girl.
Today I went on Instagram and saw all the posts about Allexis. They were saying that it was truly sad that her birthday was on the same day as the one month anniversary of her death. All I could do was cry and imagine what we would've been doing if she had been alive and if her ex had never killed her. I can't take this anymore the stress is to much for me. I think I need to quit O2L and be with my family for now because it's just to much for me and I haven't seen my kitty in a long time.
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The Husband?
FanfictionGoing off of the cliff hanger in The Big Day Allexis' husband is back and is mad that she is marrying Connor Franta. What will happen? read and find out FYI it's a short story
