𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖌𝖊; 𝖇𝖆𝖓𝖌 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓

[15]

[y/n POV]

*beep... beep... beep*

my eyes slowly open to the irritating sound of beeps slowly getting to me

as my eyes slowly open i felt paralyzed from my shoulder down to my fingertips in my dominant arm

i look down a bit scared to see my arm not there

fortunately, it was still there, but it was in a cast which probably was the reason for why it was so heavy

you then look down to your other arm and see a light-browned haired guy sleeping, faced down holding onto your hand

alarmed you quickly pull your arm away

the guy slowly lifts his head and rubs his eyes until he's fully awake

 "oh, my god! y/n you're awake!" Chan says coming in for a hug

"wait, stop!" you say putting your hand in between you and him

"whats wrong?" he says looking concerned

"i'm sorry but... who are you?" i say awkwardly still with my hand on his chest, gently pushing him away

"you mean... you don't know who i am?" you heard the sadness in his voice as he plopped back down into his chair

of course, i knew who he was, he was too annoying to be able to forget about anyway, but this was just payback for  what happened with that Sana girl

you shake your head waiting for an answer from him

angrily he slams his hand onto the armrests

he then buries his face into his hands, tears almost forming in his eyes

"i-im s-so so sorry y/n," Chan says not even lifting his face up to look at you "please remember me..."

You decide to take it a bit further because it kinda looked as if he was confessing something

"Are we like dating or something?" I say trying to look as confused as possible

"Um well... ah... I don't really know how to explain it" Chan says rubbing the back of his head

"Just tell me" you whine but still pretending to be in your sick state

"Well you see, our paren-"

"Did something happen to them!?" You whisper/yell quietly

"no..." Chan says turning beet red

"then what is it?" i say smirking while he looks down at his lap

"well they kinda... you know arranged for us to get married a few months ago" Chan states still looking at his lap and fiddling with his fingers

"the question is, do you actually love me?" i say raising an eyebrow

Chan raises his head at the sudden question

"of course i do y/n! if i didn't love you, i wouldn't have stayed here all night watching you waiting for you to wake up, y/n you mean the world to me and sometimes i get so frustrated because i know we're legally married but i've always wondered if you ever loved me back y/n! and now i've lost that chance because of a stupid decision and have completely lost you y/n!" Chan yells through the tears forming in his eyes

"i love you..."

i sat there as tears pricked my eyes

Chan looks down defeated because he knew you still wouldn't remember him

he gets up and walks to the door not giving one last look

"Chan!" i yell alarmed

Chan looks back at you shocked

"di-did you just say-"

"yes moron, i said your name," you say chuckling

"i thought you had for-"

"how could i forget someone as annoying as you, i wouldn't be able to get you out of my head even if i tried" you giggle

"so you were just pretending!?"

"of course i was mor-"

in a split second, Chan runs up to you in the hospital bed and wraps his warm arms around your small body

"wait... so that means what you said before... was that true?" i say still in the hug

"it will be true if you want it to be..." Chan whispers in your ear

a shiver went down your spine as he lets go

he gives you a smirk before planting his lips on yours

he went in with gentle pecks until his tongue slips into your mouth

 you kiss back in the heat of the moment with Chan carefully caressing your body trying not to hit your arm

[an hour later]

you both lay on the small hospital bed with the small blanket on both of you with Chan holding tightly onto your waist

Chan was about to fall asleep so you whisper something that you've always wanted to tell him in his ear

"i love you, Chan and i'll always love you... forever" 

finish...

-thank you for reading the last chapter of "arranged"