Love For Ah Thug

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Okay well I guess my story got deleted and I have to start back over on the book. Wow I'm so pissed off it aint even funny. But here we go if I can remember it.

/ That Same Night 10:57 \

"We needa talk Rae I said stepping in front of him." He does answer and keeps watching tv.

"RANDALL I yell"

"What Jazmin, what the fuck do you want he spat."

"We need to fucking TALK, right NOW. You are actting like a fucking asshole, and I'm about ready to fucking punch you fucking mouth I spat." He stands up on the other side of the table.

"I wish you would put your hands on me, YOU WOULD REGRET IT HE said in a low tone." My eyes got wide, but then I was about the say something but he started running his Damn mouth again.

"You should be ashamed of yourself Jaz. You being with another girl of all people. YOU with that STUD, he emphasize the words. Caught cheating in all places wow Jazmin, really he said pacing back and forward." Wow really he actting like he didn't caught cheating either what the fuck.

"Hold on, wait a minute now, don't act like you all good either cause how I remember you got caught sneaking to with some with bitch so don't do or try me. And how could you kiss her hmm and tell her I was your FRIEND. Man that how low you can get. Well I guess, you fucked up to man. I said putting my finger in his face."

"Get your finger out of my face Jaz now he said clenching his teeth."

"No, fuck you. How could you and I talked to the girl yall been seeing each other for weeks now. Really am I not good enough for you Randall. I Hate You Randall. I said pushing him." I push him all the way to the wall.

"Bruh get your hands off of me, Jaz your going to regret it. he said looking away from me." I push his head and he grabs my arm. I have good reflexes. I punched him real hard right in the mouth. But I knew I fucked up when I ended up on the floor.

Rae >>>>>>>

I opened my eyes. Fuck I done hit Jaz straight in the nose. I had good reflexes and shit that what happened when you hit me. She was trying to pick herself up off the ground.

"Baby, I'm- is all I had to say until she spoke up."

"You hit me, you really JUST FUCKING HIT ME she trying to say." Her voice was cracking and she sounded unsteady. I tried to help her up but when I did she got up and ran upstairs and slammed the door shut.

"Ugh I yelled" I fixed myself and walked into the downstairs bathroom. I flicked in the light and looked at my lip. She fucked it up with them rings on her hand. I grabbed my stuff off the couch and walked out the door and head to my one of my partners house.

Jaz>>>>>>>>

I ran upstairs and slammed the door shut. I dropped to the floor crying hard. Damn I done fucked up forreal now. I should have to calmed myself down and talked it out. But naw I deserved it. I heard the front door open and close. I lock the door and walk into the bathroom. I turn on the shower and wait for it to warm up. I strip down and get in the shower. Why did I have to fuck up with him. I had something good, but I lost it. Now I understand the saying.

"You don't know what you have, until its gone." And I lost him to some other bitch. But my auntie is right he do come home to me every night except for tonight. I stay in the shower for another 30 minutes. l hop out shower and wrap my towel around me. I dry off and drop my towel. I walk in the closet and grab my boy shoes and tank top. I unlock the door and walk down stairs. I grab a bottle of water and some pain killers. I walked in back in the living and watch Family Guy. And I fell asleep.