Today is the day.
I know it is.
Today is the day he will notice me. The day where my life finally becomes worth living.
Today is the day where Matthew Espinosa notices me.
Knows im here. Knows im not invisable. Knows im Alive.
I can feel it.
*First lesson. Biology*
'Matt go and sit next to Jess please' my teacher Mr Mansfield said to him.
'But'
'No buts matt, Now would be good!'
'ugh fine'
He walked over to my desk of two and put his iluminous yellow and black nike bag under the desk, pulled out a stool and sat down. Reaching down to grab his bag he pulled out a notebook and a science animal biology book and put them out on the desk. He rummaged through his bag im guessing to find something to write with but had no luck. He put his bag back on the floor and turned to face me and he said 'hey im matt and i guess im your new science buddy. could i borrow a pencil please?'
'hey and yeah ive seen you around and sure but on 2 conditions'
'ha ha yeah i bet. cool what are they then?'
'1. This pencil goes no where near your mouth
2. It gets given back to me as soon as the bell goes'
'haha sassy. your to cute jess. and okay thankyou'
did he really just say im to cute? well this is awkward why am i thinking this?
' i dont know why are you thinking that and yeah i did say you was to cute'
'shit! did i just say that out loud? im a complete fool.'
" No your not domt be silly, here have my number so we can work on this shitty project'
I handed him my phone after i unlocked it,
he gave it back to me and i saw that his contact name was 'BEST FRIEND♡'
I hope to god he is my best friend, i have secretly liked him since 7th grade.
