The other side

His point if view

What did I do wrong why was she doing this, and why was she doing it to me. When she told me about the cuts all I could think about was: is it my fault did I do something to hurt her feelings I didn't knew so I ran away she texted a million times just like Olga and Lydia did, a couple of days later I was looking like a homeless man and smelled like shit I wasn't talking to anyone, neither Jake so we got back to my house, Jake went upstairs, I heard yelling, after all that Jake came back and said sorry she's not going to stay, my heart started pumping so fast like I wanted to cry and that's when she rushed downstairs
S:uh?
J:ohm
S:he's not a homeless man?
J:of course he's not
O:we can, ewww omg Logan what happened to you!
J:you're not helping Olga
O:ok here's what's happening, he left never came back so I didn't knew what to do, he never answered my texts or calls so I thought he was dead or something 
I couldn't see her directly in the eyes it was painful just to think that I wasn't even able to tell her to please stay but nothing came out of my mouth. Suddenly I noticed she was gone Olga was still here so she most likely left the house by herself
L:She's gone
O:you decided to talk
L:Sommer she's not here
J:no way
O:omg
J:I knew you would hurt her
L:and you were the one who left her side
O:both of you stop, we can still stop her
J:Logan get clean you smell...
L:like shit I know