wild heart (tradley)

Brads p.o.v

I was worried. I dont know why, and I dont even know why I should care. he is human and im dead. so we could never be together but I felt attracted to him. he was all I could ever think about and I wanted him, more than ive ecer wanted anyone before. I sat down onthe curb outside my shared hoise. James and Connor didnt understand why I wanted to be close with tristan. it was just confusing. one moment he was deeply in love with tridtan next minute I just wanted his blood. I really needed to make my mind up.

Bar really wanting him, I was worried. he had bite marks onhis kneck and I didnt understand, because I thought me james and conmor were the only ones here and no ome would dare bite him. I sighed shaking my head. I didnt understand, maybe I wasnt supposed to maybe this was a task. I couldnt put tristan throuhh this I couldnt hurt him. maybe I did care about stuff and people after all, maybe I wasnt completly gone.......

or maybe I was changing but a good change.i ran a hand threw my hair "or maybe Brad thisnis what love does to you" I said to myself......

I couldnt love tristan no matter how hard it would be to stay away from him. to avoid him, be horrible to him. henwas perfect, too perfect to hurt. so ignoring him is my last choice. whether or not it will work. gor why was being dead/alive so hard. it wasnt the best choice I made. but he has to come first, he had a life ahead of him, ive already lived my life, it was time to use my heart and do whats right. I stood up and headed to the house I opened the door. clearing my mind as I shut the door. I headed upstair skipping a stair at a time. I hope tristan wont get hurt..........

hey people! sorry I havent updated ive been super busy andnits been hectic....well I hope you enjoy Brad's p.o.v, might do more of his views dunno yet.... follow me on twitter @James_McVey666 and I can try and give you a daily update.....through DM.....love you guys!:)x