Sex Tape (completed)

Thirty

Simon's POV
"I miss him" I whispered to Cal. "I really do" I repeated. Cal exhaled deeply. "Tell him" Cal told me. I shook my head.

"He won't listen to me." I told Cal. Cal touched my check, "I've seen the way he loves you. Trust me he will" Cal told me as he stood up and left.

I decided to take in what Cal said. I turned on my phone. To see that I've been added to a group text. Everyone was in it, including JJ.

I clicked it open to see all the boys freaking out over something. I scrolled to the top and my heart drop.

JJ- I'm in LA. I know it's hard without me over at home, but I need to do this.
Tobi- why?
Ethan- you can't just leave and not tell us what you're doing there.
Josh- whatever, just come back. Someone needs you.

I took a pause to think about what I was going to say.

Simon- I miss you.
JJ- I know you do.
JJ left the group chat.

I turned of my phone. He doesn't care. He didn't even say it back. I kind of wish that he'd tell me where he was. I decided to take some sleeping pills so, I wouldn't have to deal with everything.

5 hours later, JJ's POV
I've already settled into my hotel room in LA. It's beautiful. Unfortunately, many people already notice me as the 'pornstar'. I just ignore them.

I walked out onto my balcony of my hotel and I set up my camera. I honestly didn't know what I was doing anymore. I just needed to update my YouTube.

I started the camera and sat in front of it. "Hey guys...." I muttered with an emotional expression on my face, "I know there's been a lot of heat on the sidemen recently" I paused as I took a deep breath.

"I just wanna tell you guys what's up....so me and Simon have been...close for a while" I paused Again as I didn't wanna say anything to mess things up even worse.

I looked down at the floor and I started shaking. My hands were shaking and I was feeling hot. ".....I have loved him for ages" I felt a tear run down my face and before I knew it I was crying on camera like crazy.

"There are so people  making this so much harder than it needs to be...I just moved out Here for a while to give Simon some space...." I whipped my eyes to remove the tears, but they kept Coming.

"Don't harass Simon. Harass me" I ended the video. God. I uploaded the video and I couldn't wait for a Everyone to call me a pussy for crying.

Josh's POV
JJ's uploaded. Wow. I watched the video and I was so shocked. He's crying over Simon and he's in LA.

I ran into Simon's room to see him asleep. I saw pills. Jesus. JJ would know what to do. I shook Simon, until I realised that it isn't going to wake him. I walked into the bathroom and filled up a glass of water.

I didn't hesitate to pour it over Simon. "AH!" He shouted as he jumped up shocked and scared. He saw it was me and rolled his eyes, "What?" He asked me.

I didn't say anything, I just loaded up JJ's youtube channel to show him the video he made called, "Issues".

"Get out" Simon demanded me. I listened to him and left.

Simon's POV
I dried my self and changed my clothes.  I pressed play on the video and was I interested in what he had to say.

He was crying. He loves me. I cried just like him. "Don't Harass Simon. Harass me" he said. I cried my heart out at the point.

He'll rather Take the heat for me. He's not a bad person. I love him loads. I just wasn't ready and I need time. He needs to understand.