"tae,I cant breathe" there he goes again saying 'can I cant breathe then smile, what an idiot he is
"what ? again? your always saying that to me thou" I said turning around to face him and rolled my eyes but he just smile again, I just continue fixing my things cause we have practice later on
"Taehyung I cant breathe" Im already irritated really, whats up with him
"Yah, stop it kook ? You can't breathe? do you have a severe pneumonia ? or what !" he just shrug
"You know what tae ? you are so naive" what the fuck is he saying
"what?" he just say nothing and turn his back on me
When were practicing, I keep glancing at Jungkook, he is really good at dancing thats one reason why I like him
I admit it, I had a crush on him long time ago and I still do, but I dont know if you can still call it crush thou
I tried to confess but Im afraid of rejection and maybe he was straight, And the very main reason is that I dont want our friendship to be ruined
And I think he had no interest in me because he always teases me and makes fun of me
As long as I remember in every interview he always mention IU sunbaenim and I'm not gonna lie,but it hurts everytime he says her name smiling from ear to ear with his cute bunny teeth
He always says he like her because of this and that I'm tired hearing it
And the time comes and I surrender, I cant compete with IU, she is a girl and I'm just a gay ,I dont have vagina ? boobs and pretty face that Jungkook loves the most. and lastly,I cant have babies
I distance myself from Jungkook cause I want to move on. Everytime he teases and makes fun of me. I Just let him be. I dont argue with him anymore like I always do.
I misses him, although eveyday were always together I still miss him
I miss argueing with him, I miss cuddling with him, sleeping on his bed and Everything we do including him was I missed the most
We started ignoring each other, everytime we got eye contact.I look away, I dont know were it started but its all happening right now
During the concert a fan ask him "Jk, Did you and tae fight ?" my eyes immediately grow bigger and the other members look at me nodding waiting for me to answer
"How can you say that ?" jungkook ask her "I watch your live videos and you were not interacting with each other like before" she said glancing between me and Jungkook
"Did we fight tae ?" he ask sarcasmly, I made a fake smile and answer the fan "No we didnt, Its just that fans always see us together, yeah! to make a change we decided to go with other members" Jungkook look at me with judging eyes
After the concert, we are currently in our dressing room, I'm beginning to change when someone open the door with a loud thug
"What the ? can you open it slowly ?"I said slightly angry
"Come here tae! " Jungkook harshly drags me inside the bathroom and lack the door, he pushes me behind the door
"What are you doing ? why are we here ?" He pin both of my hands above my head and started kissing me deeply then he stop, I felt I getting drunk because of the kiss
"Why did you do that huh ? are you making fun of me again" he look at me confuse
"what do you think hyung that I'm just playing with you ?" I nodded, his eyes are burning
"Are you not ? cause that was I thought you are doing" I said looking directly into his eyes
"I'm not" shaking his head "oh ? really ?then why did you kiss me ? cause you thought I'd like it ? oh god jungkook you are so wrong" I said pulling my hands away from his hold
I'm trying hard not cry in front of him, I felt use, I feel like his just playing with me and with my feelings
"maybe you thought I was IU, but no kook your wrong I am taehyung not IU so, stop this" I said trying to be stern
"I cant be like IU that can make you smile just hearing her voice, that can make you blush everytime she is near, That can make you laugh everytime she laugh, I cant be her kook" tears began to come out of my eyes
"Its just me taehyung! who is very irritating,clingy,weird and sometimes annoying" I started to cry harder
"I'm sorr-y ! I shouldnt say that" I bow down and wipe my tears turning away to open the door but,
"You dont have to be like her tae, maybe I like her just because her voice was beautiful, just that nothing more,nothing less !"Backhugging me and starting to kiss the back of my neck,I blushed
"Thats why ? you started to distance yourself from me, cause you thought that you dont have a chance ?"I nodded, he turn me around now Im facing him
"God tae? such an idiot" I furrow my eyebrow
"really jungkook? you cant blame me !cause you always talk about her so I thought you - " I stopped complaining when I felt a lips between mine
He put my hands around his neck and put his hands around my waist kissing me deeply it also lasted when we needed air
"I thought you know that I have feelings for you" he held me more closer to him
"No ? I didnt,I thought your just playing with me" He kisses me again and I kiss him back
"Remember ? I always keep saying to you that I cant breathe ? do you know what it means ?" I shrug my head off
"Its means I love you Idiot" I blushes he kisses my nose, and I look at him confuse
"how can that be ? can you explain it ?" He nodded "right! do you remember the movie shes dating the gangster we'd watch it together right?" I nodded
"there! I get it there,because the boy was too shy to say I love you to the girl instead he says I cant breathe" he said,now I remember ,I kiss him again and again
"Are we official now ?"I nodded and burry my face onto his neck because my cheeks are turning red
"baby ? I cant breathe " he said that made me smile from ear to ear
"I cant breathe too babe, lets go outside" we both went outside and announce to our members that were officially dating
