Hi Mommy (sad story)

9 (play song)

Previously:
This is it. I'm finally going to be with my baby Austin.
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⚠ WARNING ⚠
*the following chapter has self harm and suicide*

I walk onto the bathroom.
And cry for a few minutes I look under the sink counter and look for something sharp.

I found a broken piece of glass.
It was big enough and sharp enough.

I start to slowly cut myself.
With not pain on my face.

I carved my baby's name in my arm 'Austin'.

On the other arm I cut all the way down my main vain.

Slowly dying then all see is BLACK.

I saw a bright light, with no fear I walked towards it.

I looked around to see if I could find Austin.

Liam's POV

I came home and called put Lexi's name.

"Lexi bugs!" I yelled.

No response.

I walked into her room.
No one.
I walked towards her bathroom it was cracked and I saw her leg laying on the floor.

"Lexi!" I cried and held her in my arms "No, no" I cried holding her tightly in my arms.

I found the strength to call my parents.

I called my mom "Hello Liam" she said in a disappoiting voice.
"it's all yours and dads fault" I sobbed.

"Liam, honey what happened?" I cried then said "Lexi killed herselfe" I sobbed.

I heard her scream and start crying she told my dad and he cried.

"It's all our fault" my mom sobbed.

I was so mad and sad I hung up and screamed.

I called the cops. A few minutes later the took her from my arms.

Lexi's POV

I continued to look for my baby.
Then I saw a baby boy crying looking down below the clouds.

"Why mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me anymore? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong mommy. I love you mommy! I love you with all my tiny heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough?! Please say you'll keep me mommy! I want to live, smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up to be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!  I love you mommy."

I started to cry "Austin?" the boy looked at me "Mommy?" he said
I ran to him "Austin!" "Mommy!"
I held him close to me crying.

"Why did you do this mommy? Why did you give me up?" he cried

"Oh baby I didn't want to, I am so sorry" I cried "I love you Austin Liam Smith" I cried "And I love you Mommy aka Lexi bugs or Lexi Alexander Smith" he giggled.

Making me giggle.

And I lived forever in heaven with my baby boy.

THE END! ♡

Well I hope you liked this book as much as I liked writing it. Tbh Idk where I got this idea lol. PEACE!