my life

^First grade^

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                        oh, the good old first grade, such a wonderful place.......

                                                                   or so i thought.

        First grade was horrible for me. one because i was little and hated school. two WE HAD ACTUAL WORK. ughhhhh 

                           i cant remember my teachers name but he was a girl. I think her name was Mrs,Lind?? i cant remember. but she was nice. i got all good grades so it was ok but. math was a struggle idek why i just suck at math. but at this time i met this wonderful girl named. Allison Pierce and she became my bsf for life and we hung out a lot at recces and in class her mom is like my 2nd mom. i love her family so much i wish i lived there but i cant my mom wont let me. but we both looked pretty dumb in 1st grade.  but....... i do remember one day i went to school in a dora t-shirt and i got laughed at people called me "baby" "toddler" its not my fault my mom picked out my clothes. I was so embarrassed that when i went home i told my mom i wanted o pick out my own clothes. she agreed but she looked a little sad. i think she liked dressing me up. but the next day i had n clue what to wear.. AHHHHH i thought this was going to be easy but noooo the world just has to be cruel. i had about 20 mins before the buss came. i grabbed a blue skirt. and a tank top my mom put my hair in pony tails. EW. i went to school and i looked like a stripper people were looking at me. this one kid named Johnathan asked me if i would be his "babe" of course i had no clue what he meant so i said "sure" he tried to grab my hand but i didn't let him i was so confused on why he was doing these things. i asked one of my "friends" what babe meant and finally i got an answer from latan frame he told me that it means girlfriend. after i found that out i was so disgusted i didn't want to date him i went up to Johnathan and told him i don't want to be his babe anymore.  he was pretty mad and he called me a "bitch" i didn't know what that meant so i asked the teacher and she asked me who said it i pointed to john and i felt like such a rebel. then lunch came but we did this thing in school that didn't make sense we would eat a snack right before lunch. like why eat food if your just going to eat more in 2 mins?? but whatever i sat with alli like always and we ate then went back to class. i walked in and idek why but LINDA WAS MAD AT ME !!! WHAT DID I DO???? she said i " hitting john"  i told her no then.... then this mean devil put me in the corner..... were all the spiders are and all the evil monster.... NA im jk but still i hated the corner i had to stand there for 3 mins strait while everyone was looking at me. i told my mom and she thought i actually hit him so I GOT IN MORE TROUBLE AT HOME!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS! but shes my mom i cant back talk her. she took away my tv and my ds i was pissed. the next day at school i wore a pink t-shirt with shorts i think and my mom braided my hair again for like the thousandth time. boring old braids. but this one guy seemed to like them.

     Blah Blah Blah me and him date and weeks go by Yada Yada Ya

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