The Girl In the Back - short poem

I Was Strong Before

[Girl in the back POV]

I love this ugly world. It looks beautiful but in the night all you see are scary dreams coming to life. Every night is the same as before but when the sun comes out I throw it aside. Everyday someone new falls apart and cannot handle what this world can do. So I put on a new face and a new mind and quickly help the darkness find light once again. But after awhile my mind seemed to fade and this hell of a world seemed not so important anymore. I was proud of how well I was and how happy I became but for some reason all these new ways decided to reverse. These demons made me cry inside and the Darkness stayed with me even in the light. I was a walking thunderstorm that somehow easily hid behind butterflies. I tried very little to allow the world to stay bright so as days went by the sky didn't shine it's beautiful bright light against my skin, those demons controlled me now I hate to admit it. My legs were marked by the demons within and I knew then that the angel had lost this fight. No one had noticed my self-abuse, no one noticed my calls for help. Till a girl, beautiful, so tall and so strong had noticed the demons kisses. I begged her not to tell while the little angel cried for help so loud but of course it wasn't loud enough So eventually it just gave up. I am that girl in the front, I am the the girl who yelled for help yet no one heard and no one noticed and everyone ignored my cry. To the girl in the back all though we never spoke often I know you talked about me and I know you spoke about me and worried that I was going to be gone and guess what today I am gone and please don't let this world do to you as it did to me because this world is cruel and sometimes we can't get through so promise me even though I'm dead you won't be dead soon too. Be stronger than I was because I thought I was strong but I wasn't strong enough.

Author note: Hey guys! My name is Emely and this is something I wrote a really long time ago and am still quite proud of it today. Please let me know what you think of this little two page thing that's quite fun to read outloud in a dramatic way! Lolz