"Dear Journal,
Today I saw my crush, up close and personal as he was pounding the shit out of me.
Crazy that I even like this guy, huh? I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I have these strong feelings of love for him.
I wish I didn't. I want to turn them completely off and hate him but I cant.
He reminded me today as he was pounding me why he was doing it. His reason...because I'm gay. Yup, even in the year 2018, people still are bullied and terrorized for their sexuality.
His last words today to me was and I quote, 'Why don't you die? No one likes you so why don't you kill yourself?'
Maybe one day I'll hate him.
Later,
Quinn"
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Teen FictionQuimn's journal entries about the abuse he receives from his dad and crush, who's his bully.
