JINX TO DADDY ****DDLG/BDSM****

Chapter One

Jinxton Longing. My first love. My best friend. My everything. A year into our relationship and I haven't been brave enough to let him in on my secret I keep so close to my heart.

I'm a precious little princess. My little space is my safe space. Yet, I've never told anyone about it. I haven't ever trusted anyone enough.

Jinx and I have decided to travel together for the next two years before returning to North Carolina to settle down. Exploring the beautiful sights this world has to offer has been our dreams since childhood. Yet, this secret... I can't hide it anymore. He should know what calms my anxiety, what gets me through the stress, and the depression. Not to mention I'm in love with him. I trust him with my life. I know he will be good to me. He would be the best daddy in the entire world to me.

But what if he rejects it...

OH SHIT. He's pulling in the driveway. The last text I sent him said "Can we talk? Please?" I didn't think he would get here this fast... he looks worried.

"ARE YOU OKAY BABY? I GOT HERE AS FAST AS I COULD. WHAT'S THE MATTER?" yelled Jinx as he was running towards the front porch I was now standing on, watching him jump out of his mustang as fast as humanly possible.

It's moments like this that lead me to believe he will be a good daddy to me.

"I'm fine, Jinx. I promise. How was work? Did you get lunch or would you like something?" I told him to calm him down.

Jinx sits beside me as I crouch down onto the front steps, sighs, and says, "What's going on Mel..."

Jinx never calls me anything remotely close to my real name anymore. I have so many pet names... this catches me off guard. Yet, I look him in the eyes and whisper, "I have a secret to let you in on and I'm a little scared of how you're going to react."

"Melody... you're not pregnant are you? I mean.. if you are we can figure this out. You can still explore with me. I'm not leaving you here, rega..."

I cut him off.

"JINXS NO! NO NO NO."

"Then what is it, Mel?" He replies in a growling voice most likely out of frustration.

I pause. I freeze up for about five solid minutes. Our eyes are locked until I finally break the eye contact and look away and say, "Fine. I'm just gonna say it and get this over with. I..I'm into... I mean.. I'm.. I want yew to be my daddy.." FUCK I DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY YOU LIKE THAT. Please don't notice that jinx..

He is looking at me... in a way I've never seen before... his eyes are dark and for some reason.. I wanna climb into his lap and kiss him.

"Well, that wasn't anything like what I expected baby. I've never been a daddy before.. how do you mean this? Do you mean like a kink? Or more like a daddy dom type situation?" Jinx says slowly.

"Let's go inside. Ill explain more. I can't believe I'm about to show you this..." I mutter under my breath as I grab his hand and lead him inside towards the back bedroom of my apartment.