You'd think being youtube famous is fantastic clear skies and butterflies.
But it's not.
At least for me.
My friend Paige and I got famous after posting a little video we did in her front yard.
Soon after we became known as 'the jesus girls'
Paige moved on from that to become more successful, while I was left behind.
But I would still have a chance to come out on top.
If it wasn't for my dad.
My dad abuses me.
Mentally and Physically.
My Mom and brother died in a car accident a couple years ago and now he takes everything out on me.
I'm basically confined to my bedroom or Paige's house, which is why I helped make that video.
I act out at school for attention, a cry for help.
I smoke weed and cigarettes, I do anything for attention, for love.
I have depression and anxiety, and i cut sometimes.
But that's all you need to know, for now.
