" w-why? " i stuttered as i stand there holding my cheek and being a cry baby " i..have no more feelings for you... " he said, i felt my heart got ripped out of my chest " then why are you still here?! " i shouted, he didn't reply " if you dont have feelings for me then why are you standing there?! You would have divorce me if you hated me!!!!! But you didn't cause you just wanted me to suffer!! " i yelled at him, he grabbed my hair and push me against the wall making a big impact on my head making me close my eyes but no! I cant give up on this i tried pushing him off but he gripped my hair and raise his arm making me hung up on my hair " that little shitty face of yours im gonna tear it up.. " he smirked, i whimpered from the pain his giving me " please d-dont!! " i begged for mercy, he bangged my head on the wall a couple of times making my head a bloody mess.
I was a crying mess now, until he stopped i stayed there trying to calm myself down, he went off to the bathroom and washed his hands, i tried to stand up but my head is giving a ringing sound, i held my head tightly. I gave out a loud sobbed " oh lord....why are you giving me this punishment? Have i done anything wrong? Please tell me cause i want to fix this problem..i dont want my life to continue like this.. " i said then stood up to go the bathroom and wash up, i decided to take a bath so i took off my clothes and turn on the water filling the tub, after the tab was filled i enter the tub and lay there.
After i was done i stood up slowly so that i cant give any pain to my body, i grabbed the towel and wrap it on my body, i got out of the bathroom and looked sideways to see if kitty is around, phew..his not here.
After i was done changing i limp my way downstairs, the house was quiet, maybe he left..i took my purse and went to the doctor, i waited until i was called, the doctor led me to the check up room, i sat on the chair " so doc...how is my illness going? " i asked, he looked at me " its going fine..but...its in stage 2, i think there's a cure for it but im still processing it " he said " oh thank you " i stood up, i left the hospital well actually i have lukemia..and its running pretty fast, i hope there is a cure i dont wanna die young, when i arrived at home i recieved a growl " where were you?! I was worried sick you know!! " he yelled at me " i-im sorry i-i just w-went t-to the doctor f-for a c-check up, p-please dont hit me! " i said trembling in fear " your lucky im tired.. Now go make me dinner you slut!! " he yelled, i nod and rushed to the kitchen to make his dinner.
I placed his dinner on the dining table " took you long enough " he said as he push me away and eating the food i made, i went up to my bedroom cause i dont havr any other thing to do, i slept cause i wasn't hungry..
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Yaaaay..i did it..
