Damn... Your So Gorgeous...

"How Can I Move On,When I'm Still In Love With You."

George's POV

It's Been days Since The Incident Happened.

Me And My friends Decided to Go Mountain trekking.

We Went to This Famous Mountain.
Saggadius.
Where Ancestral Spirits and people Used to live in the recent Past.

People Are coming Here To meditate.
To Have Some Peace Of Mind.
And to Send some sort Of Wishes and prayers.
Although None Of these Wishes  Are Evident whether it is Being Granted or not.
It is all supertitious Beliefs.
But Mostly People Come here To Be Relieved and To burst Out Their Problems and Those things that keeps Bugging their Minds.

I always Go Here Whenever I am Sad.
And yes.
I am Sad.
Sad Of the Things Life is Bringing.
And I am Just tired Of Being Sad.

That I Decided To Finally Let go of all the Things that are Bothering My Soul.
I wanna Let go Of My feelings To her.
But How?
It's just hard to let Go of A things that you haven't even had.
Life Is so Unfair I can Say.
Some People out there Are Just Ignoring those who admire them,while some,Are Dreaming for People they can't have.

Indeed,Life is not A Fairytale.
It Is A Fantasy that we Are Putting in Our minds.
That All Love Story Has Their Happy Ending.

I started Crying While Thinking about all Of these Hurtful Memories.

George?Just burst it Out.
Clangs Said.

It will make You Feel good.
Just Let Go.
Shout!
Tell the world How hurt You are.
Jajalaine added.

I have Everything!
I shouted while were on the Top Of Saggadius Mountain.
Money,Power,Everything!
I thought I have Everything!
But i was wrong!
I don't have True Happiness.
Why can't I have The One I Love.
Do I deserve this?!!!
Pain,agony,Hatred.
Please Just Let Me In Peace.
Can I pretend Im Okay?
Can I just Smile Without Hesitation?
I should be.
I don't deserve This.
I deserve More than this.
Stop now George.....
You'l Be Fine.
You just Have to Let Go.
Of your Illusion.
That Kylie Will be Yours.
Because It's just You.
And It's not Worth the Fight.
It is Not.

And I sobbed....
Cried Until I Get Tired Of seeing Myself Getting through This.
It's Time To Move Forward.
But How?
How Can I Move On When I'm still inlove With you...