I've never been so obsessed with someone who makes me feel so special, he was my best friend, my soulmate, my first love but he played me. I feel like a piece of trash that has been tossed on the ground and trampled on. Why did I deserve to be cheated on week after week? What had I done? He loved me, didn't he?
I hated school so much because my friend and I would get bullied by the popular dickheads for being 'nerds' and for my style which is always black or band tees.
I can't walk the halls without getting called names, pushed or people taking my stuff to throw it in my face. I never went into the cafeteria because I would always have food thrown at me so instead I sat on the stairs with my only friend, no one ever came by us which is good. We often talked about TØP and other bands. Music was my escape from everything as my room would show.
I spent most of my time in my own world (my bedroom), I'd write fan fiction, talk to my internet friends, the people who I feel get me the most and blast out my favourite music.
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Sorry this is so short but it's just the intro and I'm going to write the first chapter instantly. Hope you like it ♥️
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I lost myself
Teen FictionA teenage girl struggles to keep her relationships together and looses her true self. She goes through anxiety and depression almost taking her life, will she ever recover