Not like my daddy

Characters

(Alexis)

(Hershel)

(Maggie)

(Beth)

(Carl)

*Description*

Alexis Greene is the daughter of Hershel Greene and the younger sister of Beth and Maggie. And just like Beth, she wants to die. When she finds out Beth wants to die she talks to her. Read on to find out what happens.

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trigger warning⚠

*Beginning*
Alexis pov

I don't want to live like this. I want to end all of this suffering. I want to die. Right now I'm just walking around the house. I'm walking by the room Beth, Maggie, and I share when I hear Beth talking to someone, who I assume is Maggie,

"I want to go tonight. We could both go. Come on Maggie. Do you really wanna do this? Tonight. I'll do it tonight." What? Her older sister wants to die too?

"Beth you can't! Think about Dad and Alexis! Please... Don't do this. We couldn't do this without you. Please Beth. Please." Maggie said. I could tell she was crying.

"I'm sorry." And this is where I come in.

"Beth I need to talk to you." Her head shot over to me. She nodded and I went and sat beside her.

"Can I talk to her alone? Please Maggie?"

"Yeah. I'll be outside with Glenn and Daryl." I nod in response. She walks out and shuts the door.

"I heard what you told Maggie."

"I-im s-" I cut her off.

"I want to go tonight to. I don't think, no I KNOW, I can't do this anymore. Please let me do it with you. I have a better way though."

"W-whats your way?"

"Let's go to the bathroom first."

"Ok?" She asks confused. We walk to the bathroom and I lock the door that goes into our room and the one that goes to the main room. I turn to Beth who, being honest, looks scared as hell.

"Umm lock the door please." She locked the door and looked at me.

"I'm going to break the mirror. Then we both grab a large shard, run to the room, lock the door and cut as deep as possible." She looked shocked at first but nodded. I then punched the mirror and it broke. Beth and I grabbed large, sharp, pieces of glass and ran to the room. After Beth locked the door I looked at her and asked,

"Are you ready?" She nodded and we put the glass to our wrists. I sliced down as hard as possible and watched the blood flow. I looked over at Beth and she did the same. I did this 3 times before setting the glass down and lying on the ground. A minute later there was banging on the door.

"Alexis? Your dad wants you to come out and help him with something." Oh god. It's Carl. I stood up and walked to the door, feeling very light headed. I opened the door enough that he could just see me. Beth was sitting in the corner out of his view.

"Hey. Could you t-tell dad the i-ill be out in a few minutes?" Carl looked at me with a worried expression.

"Lex are you ok?  You look really p... " He cut himself off, looking down at my wrists. He looked back up at me with tears in his eyes. He just looked... I don't know... Broken maybe? Why would he be broken though? I mean he has only known me for what 2 weeks?

"I-uhh I can explain... " He pulled me into a hug and me, being surprised, hugged back. He looked around the corner and saw Beth. He let a few tears slip and grabbed Beth and my hands and pulled us out towards my dad.

"Carl no.. " That's when I passed out.

*3 days later*
*Alexis pov*

Ugh. My arm is so sore. I wish it would stop hurt- oh! I remember what happened. I still need to ask Carl why he looked so... Broken?...  I finally open my eyes to see Maggie, Carl, and Glenn sitting in front of me. Glenn was the first one to speak.

"I'm glad your awake Little A." I wish I wasn't awake. Next was Carl.

"You scared me Lex. I thought I was gonna lose you." Why would he care? Maggie still hadn't spoken.

"Hey guys can I talk to Maggie alone please?"

"Of course." They replied and walked outside.

"Well! Are you gonna say anything?" She just cried.

"I-im so so so sorry I wasn't there to help you both. I feel awful. I wish I could have helped you Lexi. I want to have been there to stop you. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry."

"Maggie stop. It wasn't your fault. It was my decision. I chose to do it. Don't give yourself hell over it." She just hugged me and swayed back and forth.

A/N

Thanks for reading ma book guys. I'm gonna update soon.

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