Tainted Love (Anime Bad Boy X Reader)

Middle school (trigger warning suicidal,self harm)

Okay well there might be some trigger warnings in this. Soo yeh. This is how I feel in person right now and what I want to do.
_____________________________________

I thought to myself as i was thinking about him but heard a he as i looked in an alley way to see a kid getting beaten up he looked kinda emo..
Thats when the flashback started.

Little middle school (Y/n) was itting my the cherry blossom tree by the school when three of her bullies came up and tried to hurt her they kept kicking and punching (Y/n) she let out tears and screams of pain "S-stop.." She whispered as she let out a whimper
"What was that?! Speak up you freak!" He said stomping on her she couldn't help but let those depressing thoughts come back to her your useless...worthless peice of trash..just kill yourself I cried even more breaking out of my trance "Hey!?! Are you evwn listening?!! Go kill yourself you freak i hope you die!" Was the last thing i heard  before i heard some laughs and them walking away. After that I tried my best to limp to the park and leaned myself against a wall sliding down crying."I cant to this anymore.." I said crying more as i heard a voice and i flenched as the hand touched my shoulder. "Hey are you alright?" He said simply I looked up to see a boy with beautiful eyes long eyelashes and a great body.

"I'm fine..." I said quietly after that he grabbed my chin making me look into his eyes "you obviously dont look fine you arnt fine you looked like someone just hit you with a car" he said looking into my eyes sternly.
I just looked away as he said more words.

"Okay its decided...im going to be your 'friend' in till you heal amd stop having bullies then after that we never talk again." I nodded as he picked my up and I blushed some but felt a sharp pain on my left side as I held it because of instinct. "Shit.. It might be broken.." I said looking at him and he just nodded but on the way to his house I got all of them depressing thoughts again.
I looked away from him at the ground..i hate myself....he furrowed his eyes at me

"What are you thinking?" He said sternly how could he tell by my face? I just shook my head and I felt my eyes grow really heavy and my last thoughts were 'im going to kill myself tonight'. I thought as I drifted off to sleep. I woke up to see myaelf in defferent clothes as my eyes widened shit.. I thought. I looked down and I was in a short sleeve shirt shit shit shitttt! I thoughts as I got up instantly feeling pain in my side as tears started to form and that kid from my school was standing there watching the ehole thing he was just frowning and came closer to me as i grabbed my wrists hiding them my eyes widened as he siftly pinned my hands above my head and looked at my wrists
"Why did you do it?.." He said softly as I looked away saying nothing. He grabbed my chin tightly as my eyes widened he forced me to look at him not letting go "tell me right now!" He said sternly. I got tears in my eyes "im fucking depressed Okay?!" I yelled while crying "I absolutely hate myself!!" I screamed again as he losened his grip and held me tightly in a soft warm hug as I put my hand on his chest crying as he made our faces come close to me and I hugged him again gripping his shirt as I whispered "I-I really hate myself..." He looked at me and hugged tighter whispering in my ear making me shiver "dont worry..im going to be you friend till the end.." After I kept crying on his chest and her goth bangs were everywhere as she sniffled and wiped her tears.

"T-thank you.." I said tiredly..your welcome is the last thing I heard before going into deep sleep.

Flashback over~

My eyes widened as I quickly yelled "Hey! Leave him alone NOW!" I said in a stern and scary voice as all of them stared at me giving the boy enough time to run away.

"Tha hell-?  Who are you!?" He asked trying to punch me as i started laughing and punched his gut making him fall to the ground in pain as i fought the other people off. I ended up finding the boy in the park on a swing crying and I sat in a swing beside him.

"Hey.." I said softly looking at the crying boy as I put my hand on his head. "I dont think they are gonna hurt you again. ." I say as I saw his wrists..cuts..just like me and how i used to be..i stood on my knees hugging the boy as he stayed silent. "Dont worry..im here.." I said calmly as more tears escaped his face and he cried more and he eventually went home as me and him had a heart felt talk and became friends..ugg i hate seeing people get bullied I hate ny past so much I thought before shaking my head and sighing going home to sleep bur before i did I took off my shirt looking at cuts and scars..why did it have to be this way?.

DezzyDeadpool: hey I'm really sorry I didnt come something happened and ill make it up to you somehow..
Ash: dont worry lets meet up again some other time
DezzyDeadpool: okay lets do it but not anytime soon its family matters so yeah..
Ash: its fine dont worry hun pat pat
DezzyDeadpool: thank you..
Ash: no problem you baka..
Goodnifht idiot hehe
DezzyDeadpool: goodnight Ash.

I smiles down at the screen then took a shower and got in my night close drifting off to sleep as I thought about what dez looks like.

______________________________________

Reeeeee so thats my chapelter it really really bad and i ma so so so skook I sorry i havent bwen posting im on vacation and in very busy I live you all thanks for reading the next chapter will be out as soon as possible live yall again baiiiiiii X3