I've had 4.
4 people I've cared about as more than friends.
4 people who decided that they know what's best for me.
3 who decided to ignore my feelings for them. Ended up using me. Or ignoring me completely. Or feigned caring entirely.
2 who believe I still care for them that way. Talk to me less. Believe I'm in love with them. No, I never was.
1 who is close to me. Who says I'll find someone who cares for me as much I do them. Who I dont believe. Even I love them. I cant.
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1 oblivious Friend2 Ignorant people
3 fallacious people
4 people I cared for.
People I should have stayed away from. And now a days I wouldn't even want to acknowledge what I've felt for them.
-BCG