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Electric Love

Have you ever been in your room laying on your bed with your eyes wide open thinking about that one person and how much you wish he would somehow just like you just like the fairy tails in those Cinderella movies. Well I can't tell you how many times I've done that and nothing with the word love has never happened to me. My name is Sarah and I am 16 years old attending high school but right know I'm on summer break witch its almost over. My goal for this summer was to start a diet so that way when I return to school I will have good confidence because this is the year that everything changes. How come?.... well my sister and her friends used to go to my school but they all graduated and know I just honestly feel kind of lost especially even more that I haven't even lost one pound sadly. Even though I haven't hung out with my sister an her friends all sophomore year I'm still going to miss freshman year because that was the time of my life..........

2 Years ago........................................

The days where tuff at the time because I was holding onto the biggest secret that I've held on to. Being bullied for 3 years straight and not saying one word to anyone can really mess someone up. I guess you could honestly almost call me a child that never talked at the time I was so scared of everything and I'm serous I mean everything. At this time in my life I didn't even know what life meant until one day during the summer of going into freshmen year my sister actually talked to me and invited me to hang out with her friends. This was a big deal I didn't have any experience talking to anyone especially with any varsity football players. With some weird feeling inside my body that told me that I should at least go and see what her life was like. Lets just keep in mind my wardrobe consisted of black tee shirts and weird random print leggings. my sisters boyfriend drove us to this big house that held one of the nicest and funniest people I know still know till this day. This day was an big eye opener to life even though there was only one person hanging out with us and his name was Troy. He is defiantly one of those people who act and say they don't care but really they do.

Later that night when I got home my sister came up to my room and invited me to hang out with them again but this time with a guy named Jake she made a big deal out of him witch made me immediately dislike him because my sisters boyfriend was like my really good friend. Honestly the only person I cared about that was going was a guy that I have liked since I was in 6th grade and he's one of my sisters bestfriends and his name was Taylor, Oh man he was defiantly so hot but again I will never date him because I couldn't speak one word with out stumbling and embarrassing myself.

The next day came and later in the day we arrived at Troy's house with my sister Chloe and her boyfriend Brett and Taylor. We walk up the stairs that lead into the house as my sister spots jakes car and looks at me with a sparkle in her eye saying that's jakes car he's here. It honestly put me in a bad mood thinking that my sister might have feelings for Jake when she was dating Brett then all the sudden we walk into Troy's room and I see Jake and my heart stopped I felt as If I couldn't breath as my sister sat on Troy's bed all the sudden Jake gets up from the chain and offers me his seat and The crush started to begin. Later that day everyone was swimming and my sister left me and Jake alone as she went to grab towels for Brett, Troy, and Taylor. There was a silence for a little then he started to ask me questions about my life. At the time I was planning on going to a school that none of my new friends went to and when I told Jake he told me that he'd wish I would go to Arizona high so all of my sisters friends and him could protect me by the way they are all varsity football players......... dead at this moment and that's when I started to gain a crush on Jake and I liked him so much I forgot about Taylor.

Almost every day I would see Jake and the way he acted was just so cute to me and every night before I would fall asleep I would just think of him and I would always hear the song "Electric Love "playing in the background of my vision till one day. On the 4th of July I found out that he really liked my sister and his way of getting close to her was him just being nice to me to prove to my sister that I liked him more then Brett wich was false especially when I found this out by myself.

When freshman year started I changed schools and when to Arizona high, Chloe thinks I went because of her but really I went because of what Jake said. The sound of being protected seemed great for a change and I took full advantage of it. Freshman year was by far the best year of my life it was the first official year I wasn't bullied and people actually noticed me mainly because I hung around all the varsity football players. Every single day after school I did something with my friends and it was non stop fun know that I'm thinking about it I can't imagine how much gas Brett went through driving us every where.

Sadly in life when something good is happening something bad has to happen. I was friends with a girl at the time who was very well known in middle school and It just so happens that she wanted to be friends and her name was Sami and She found out about my summer crush on Jake and she decided to tell Jake lies that she said I said like that we kissed on a fairs wheel and all this stuff that I never said and that drew a big fight between my Sister and Jake and that's when Jake confessed his love for her and Chloe turned it down and our groups connection with Jake was discontinued. Later on Sami did confesses that what she said to Jake was a lie but Jake never believed it and you may be asking how do I know.... and you will find that answer out later. Through that very emotional fight me and my sister got supper close and honestly she became my best friend.

2 Years later......................

Know I'm sitting in my room writing this and it honestly makes me so sad and makes me miss freshman year I wish I could go back in time. I will say though that in the beginning of freshman year I remember seeing this guy across the ramada at lunch. I remember that I saw his eyes from a distance and they where super light blue but they where pretty and he had dark black hair and at that moment I knew I wanted to know who he was.............