I ran into the hospital and talked to their parents. They were crying as was I. "Ashley I'm so sorry,"Tyler's mother says. "I'm sorry too." They hugged me and handed me a note..his note. "We thought you would want to read this. He mentioned you in it." I sat down in one of the chairs and read it:
My family, my friends, my amazing girlfriend please don't hate about what I am going to do. I tried living in this so called world. I couldn't make it though. Ashley I'm so sorry I'm leaving you, on our anniversary but I couldn't bare to say goodbye after the date knowing what I was going to do. Mom and Dad I'm sorry I put you guys through hell you never deserved it, you guys gave me everything. I'm sorry it had to end like this but I tried to be happy but I couldn't be. Ashley promise me you won't hurt yourself over this. I need you to stay strong and I love you so much you're my always and forever. I promise to be with you forever I'll watch over you princess. No one could have really saved me I was going to do it anytime, just I didn't know when, but I guess this is it. Life is something everyone wants to get through but not everyone can. I wasn't made for life. I was the 2 am person. "2 am is for the poets who can't sleep because their minds are alive with words for someone who's not there. For the alcoholics drinking themselves into amnesia to forget someone who left. 2 am is not for the lovers asleep in each other's arms. It is for the lonely,the ones who are in love with the loved but are not loved in return-L.S." I'm sorry it ended like this but know I didn't feel any pain. I felt relief and I promise I will be here by soul and in heart. I love you all so much. Goodbye.
I cried and cried. I can't believe any of this. I walk into his hospital room were they tried to drain him. His body so lifeless so pail. I'd do anything to feel his touch again. I grabbed his hand and kissed it. I love you baby. And with that I felt his presence with me as I walked out of that room.
