Feeling alone.. Until i met him (harry styles)

Chapter 1

Waking up to the noise of my front door.. "Whos here?" i say as i get up from my bed and peek my head out. As i take a step out i see my dad "why are you still up?" he says as i walk towards him. "I cant sleep." I lie as i see his eyes drifting away "go to sleep already its 3 a.m" "ok."

I walk to my room and lay down. Is he tired or is he drunk? "Im home" as i hear him tell my mom no response "stop touching me, please." Why are you mad i didnt do anything to you" please kevin im tired just go to sleep" "no" why are you mad, im always trying to be nice and your just treating me like crap." "Im sorry im just tired" as i hear her voice get lower.

I wake up to the sound of my brother talking to my dad i don't know if they are arguing or just talking really loud, because my family talks really loud. "wheres your mother?" i hear my dads voice as he sounds irritated. "I don't know i just woke up." "your suppose to know she is your mother what if something happens, your never gonna know where to find her." as those thoughts go into my mind i start to think what if something bad happens then we are responsible for not knowing, but my dad doesn't know either. Right after that little talk between my dad and brother i text my mom "where are you.?" "on my way." she replies fast as i think to myself. Im still In bed and i don't even know if i want to get up. i really don't want to hear my dad talk about my mom, asking where she is or blaming me for not knowing. I wonder if he knows that he makes me and my brother feel bad when he puts stuff in our head like negative stuff. Im not trying to make my dad sound as a bad guy by the way. its just i really don't know, i love my dad but i don't know why he has been so cranky lately.

Its 7:00 a.m and school starts in 45 minuets ami finally got up and walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth. My dad finally asked "wheres your mom?" "i dont know.." I sigh "well your suppose to." "you onow what im walking to school." i go to my room change into a pair of joggers and a blue Aeropostale shirt with my blue and white nike shoes i finally grab my book bag and walk out. I cant believe my dad as i finally get to school i see my friend Esmeralda "hey" she says as she walk towards me "hey" i say back "whats wrong?" "nothing." i say as i open my locked i know she knows somethings wrong because she is my best friend. "can we hang out after school?" i ask before closing my locker "yea my house meet me infront of the school" "okay" i say

as i walk to my first class, the day went by fast my last class was social studies it was boring but i got threw it. My teacher gave out permission slips before class ended "pass them out please kayla." "yes sir" i say as i get up. As i go to the first row i hear the door open its that kid he is one of the bad boys in my school he wasn't that bad well i dont know him or talk to him but his beautiful curly brown hair caught my attention as mine and his eyes meet i smile but look away fast. security comes behind harry "he is now in this class he hit mr Grayson in the face." The security says as he smirks mr Grayson was the new math teacher down stairs. "okay."

as my teacher mr mill says. "harry you can sit all the way in the back, next week we are going on a field trip kayla will give you the permission slip." as i walk towards him he looks at me and stares but smiles at the same time i keep looking down. i dont know why but he makes me so nervous as i get to his desk he finally speaks "hey there love." "umm hi." i say trying not to blush. "here is the permission slip" "thanks." he winks before i walk away. Oh my god did harry styles just wink at me i cant believe it. wait he has a reputation of being a heart breaker i cant go threw that not after what happened in the past..

As class ends i walk out "kayla" i hear someone class out its harry. as he runs towards me i walk towards him to make it easier for him "yeah" "hi" he says as his smile gets wider "hi." i say confused "wanna get some coffee?" "sure, wait no i cant" "why?" he says looking confused as i was. " first of all i dont even know you an second i have plans." "we can get to know each other though." he says as he winks "stop doing that!" "doing what" he says smiling so wide his cheeks look like they hurt. "winking its creepy" "you know you like it." "no i don't" i say as i try to walk away. "well next time then" he says trying to catch up to me. "i don't know" i say feeling uncomfterble "im not gonna stop bothering you until you say yes so you will see me probably everywhere you go" "sure" i say trying to make him leave me alone "its a date then." "no just coffee" "what ever you say kayla" he starts to walk away but turns around one more time to wink. I can feel butterflies in my stomach oh no i cant i dont even know him my parents always told me not to talk to strangers. Oh god esmeralda i run to the front of the school to see her sitting "what the hell?" "sorry i got caught up" i say scarred she is mad. "Where were you?" she questions "long story" i say im so glad i got away even though it took a while "well you can tell me once we get to my house" "okay" i shrug. i dont know if i should tell her she knows about harrys reputation but he also thinks he is hot should i tell her i dont even know.

Hey guys this is my first little thing or chapter its really small but i was wondering, should i keep going or should i stop and try to write about something else.? Please no mean comments this is my first time. so please comment if i should keep going or if i should write about something else

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