I Can't Protect You Anymore

A Friend Lost

I step over to greet my friend when she pushes me away we were on a battlefield fighting for are lives I looked around and heard nothing just silence she got shot and I did not expect it she said go away I knew it was not her she wanted me to leave her alone but I didn't listen to her my heart still wanted her like crazy I picked her up putting her on my legs I grabbed her hand as the blood slowly dropped out of her I felt a tear run down my face saying Ace don't go what am I going to do without you please I need you she said no you don't you just want me I rubbed my face on her hand saying so what if I do I still love you and I don't wanna let you go never your the only friend I have left she coughed up blood as I pull her face towards mine to look at I wiped the blood off her lips as I said don't you dare leave me your my Ace and nobody will be like you there's only one of you she smiled and said it's to late I yelled I'M NOT LOSING YOU NO!!! I pushed her hair back and lifted her up a little putting are foreheads together I said I never want to lose you I put my hand on her stomach and said Ace I...I...I..I love you and I'm never going to stop your my sister and I love you ok I put her hand on my heart as I said you feel that heart beating that's proof I love you and if I never met you I would not have it beating like this or have this bond with you Ace I fucking love you and I don't want to lose you your my everything I held her more in my arms as blood left her mouth I said Ace? No! I put my lips on hers trying to give her some life back in her blood on my lips everywhere but I didn't care I just didn't want to lose her I never had this bond ever and I might never have it again I pulled my lips away wiping the blood off my mouth I went under her shirt to the wound as I tried to heal her I said I'm not going to lose you I might be desperate but I love you Ace more then you'll ever know she took her final breath with her final words I said Ace don't leave me not now? She said Sam Goodbye And know I love you to goodbye I cried Ace! a tear shed she finally left closing her eyes slowly I quickly put my lips on hers giving some of my energy to her hoping it would save her but it didn't she was gone and there was no getting her back she was dead.