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exes

y/n pov
as per my usual day i sat in my bed crying while watching my boyfr- ex boyfriend's channel.
we broke up a week ago, i haven't left my cozy home since then. his words kept playing over in my head...

"i love you.. but i can't do this, you're too good for me. goodbye y/n"

we where dating since he first came to LA, we met on the walk of fame. almost 4 years of 'him not being good enough'
"hey babygirl?"my best friend said through my door
"what?!"
"you need to leave your room. i'm going to a party tonight, come with me? you'll feel much better." she offered after sitting on the edge of my bed
"no."
"i was stupid for asking. You're coming with me to a party tonight. be ready by 7 or i'm taking you in your pjs."
"i hate you bitch!"
"love you too bitch!" she slammed the door on the way out

after sighing deeply and getting up i looked at myself for the first time in awhile..
"how does a human get this ugly?" my hair was pulled into a loose messy bun and i was only wearing a very over sized sweatshirt.
~time skip

after taking a long shower i had 2 hours to get ready. and i sure as hell needed those two hours
sitting in front of my mirror i did my makeup, that was one of the only things i was good at. covering up my ugliness..

when i finished my lippy do da's i did a loose beach wave with my hair and pulled on my tight black dress, i smiled in the mirror to see my body still looked perfect even after eating junk food for a straight week (dress, makeup and hair are above :))

after grabbing my small gucci cross body bag plus my phone i went downstairs to find y/bff/n slipping on her heals.

"LOOK AT MY GORGEOUS BEST FRIEND!" she screamed as soon as she saw me and i rolled my eyes
"don't you feel better? all ready and looking bootyfull?"
"i'll be honest i'm hyped to party."  i laughed and put on some simple black heels
"i knew it." she smirked and we hopped in our uber
~time skip bc driving is boring

as soon as we got dropped off i could hear music blasting from a large house
"who's party is this anyway?"
"jamie's, he invited me and a plus one" my friend blushed
"ooo get it girl!" we laughed and walked in
as soon as we walked in we saw teenage bodies grinding and dancing on eachother, y/bff/n and I where 17 going to 18 and it seemed most of the kids here where the same age.
~another time skip

I was chugging my eight drink, along with my 2 shots of tequila i was drunk out of my mind. y/bff/n ran off with jamie.. probably to fuck.
i knew what i was doing but i didn't have any control of what i was doing. then i saw him,
Grayson Dolan.
fuck.
i saw his face, he looked terrible. he had massive bags under his eyes and looked 20 years older than he was. his hair was grown out and his eyes, they weren't the usual hazel bright color they used to be. they where dark. i saw his gaze look over to me and i stared at him for a second. until i felt large hands on my hips and a tall presence behind me.

i looked at the guy behind me, his name was Jason. we went to school together, he was quite handsome honestly so i began dancing with him. turning my back to grayson i felt his stare burn into my back but i couldn't care less
~another time skippie !explicit content!
i felt my consciousness slip away from me and my body was hung onto jason's. he lightly set me down on a bed and i was slowly falling asleep when i felt his hands removing my dress
"jasooons-stopp that" my words slurred
"shh baby.." naked, under his strong grip i began to panic and cry
"i-i-i said s-stop!" i practically screamed
"shut up. it's just a quickie." he growled down at me and entered me, with no protection on. he didn't care what i was saying or that i was crying, he was just tearing me up without my consent and never did sex hurt more
"STOP IT JASON!" i screamed with tears streaming down my face
"fuck..." he continued with his- business
"SOMEOME HELP ME!!!" screaming at the top of my lungs i felt disgusting with what this boy was doing to me
"someone.... anyone..." i whimpered, giving up on everything. i felt like a toy he was just playing with
"what's going on in he- Y/N!" i heard a voice i could recognize miles away and i rejoiced, grayson. he saw what jason was doing to me and pulled him off of me.
"WHY DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING YOU'RE DISGUSTING!" gray beat the guy until he was unconscious, i curled myself in a ball waiting for grayson to hold me. that's all i wanted. to be in his arms and no one else's.
~!explicit content over!

grayson's strong grip was on my body and he covered my naked body with a blanket.

the last thing i remembered that night was crying into my grayson's arms, naked but i knew he wouldn't do anything to me. he loved me, i loved him no matter what.

a/n:
sorry if i made any of you uncomfortable but i just wanted to make a long chapter about something important, I DONT SUPPORT RAPE ITS A TERRIBLE THING!
I love all of you