The Spirit of Alexandra Jane Lee

It Was All About Me

CHAPTER 2
[Its Was All About Me]

It’s been six long months, my body is still laying on bed, I’m still a ghost wondering around the whole city, with another ghost who’s starting to gain his memories. Seeing my parents suffer because of my situation huts me a lot, it breaks me into pieces every time I see my mom crying. Till the time comes that I lose my hope that one day I will rise up from that bed and be with my family again.

*FLASHBACK* { A WEAKAGO}

[Justin] “What are you doing? You haven’t eaten for days already. Look at yourself, your like a stick ghost already.” [Me] “much better” [Justin] “ wait what? Are you crazy? You need to eat, here, eat this. He handed a bowl off food to me butIdon’t want to eat, I won’t die though, a ghost like me won’t die again. [Justin] “Look I know what your feel__” [Me] “no you don’t, maybe it’s better not to remember anything, cause you don’t have to think and care for someone except yourself. You don’t know what I’m feeling. I started to cry hard, I feel like my heart is going to explode, different emotions, sadness, loneliness, and guilt. Maybe it’s better to die than to be in coma, doctors don’t even know I’f I’m going to wake up again or I’ll stay like this till my last breathe. [Justin] “don’t give up, your parents are waiting for you to wake up. Don’t let yourself down. Your not alone, I’ll be here for you every time you need a friend, I won’t leave you. You need to take care of yourself. You need to have faith, that you will wake up again. *END OFFLASHBACK* I don’t know why, but he gave me hope, he made me more stronger than I thought I was, and yes his correct I need to have faith, cause I know that every hardships in life will pass as time passes by. Yesterday while we were walking down the streets towards the hospital I bumped into someone, though he didn’t felt me, but I felt something, a memory flashes back in mymind, the feeling that it happened before but I don’t know how and where. So we tried to go back to that street and I saw the man I bumped into yesterday, he has flowers on his hands, my favorite flowers. [Me] “that’s him, the man holding flowers with his right hand.” [Justin] “ sure? Okay let’s go find out who those flowers for.” Wefollowed the man, knowing that he entered the hospital were my body is, I don’t know but I have this feeling a weird one. Wekeep onfollowing him in every corner he went through, then he stop at the front desk. [Me] “ is he visiting someone in here?” [Man] “ nurse, can I ask if I can put this inside the room of Ms. Alexandra Lee?” Suddenly my world stop, why…. why me? Why ask for my name? [Justin] “do you know that man? He just ask for your name. [Me] “I…. I now remember. Mytears suddenly started to fall, it’s him, jte one who stabbed me, the source of all of this, the reason why I’m here. [Justin] “ what’s wrong? Tell me. “ [Me] “it’s him, the man in black, the man who stabbed me.” I don’t know if I’m going to be happy or angry, I’m feeling both of it right now, I want to slap his face many times, punch him I want to ruin his life too, as he ruin’s mine. [Nurse] “uhmm, what’s your relationship with the patient sir,?” [Man] “ we don’t know each other, I just want to give this flowers to her.” Even if he can’t hear me I yell so loud. [Me] “ no! Don’t let him near me! No!

I immediately run into the intensive care unit room, I want to witness on what will he really do to me. [Justin] “his here” I watched every single step that he make toward my body but I can see guilt on his eyes, I can feel conscience coming from his emotions. Then I noticed that his tears started to fall. He talked to me as if I can hear him. [Man] “hi, alexa, this will be the last time that I will be visiting you, I need to pay for my wrong doings. I came here just to say goodbye, and sorry if I did this to you, I didn’t mean to do this.” I brought some flowers for you, I found out thst this is your favorite flower.” Why?Whyis heshowing mercy to me? Henearly killed me and now…. I don’t understand this anymore. I didn’t notice that as this man cries, my tears started to fall, my eyes went blurry because of my tears that I didn’t feel that he left already. [Justin] “he left already, but he left this beside you.” [Me] “a letter?” I heard the rooms door opens, and I see mom and uncle walking towards me. There eyes caught the letter beside me, so mom decided to open it. [Mom] “oh, what is this? A letter?” [Uncle] “why don’t we read it? It might be a love letter coming from a prince charming.” hehehe [Mom] ”{smiled} “Drear Alexa, Sorry for putting you in this unforgivable state, I’m truly sorry for what I’ve done, this will be our last meeting, I wil now report myself to the police department, I will pledge guilty so your parent’s won’t have extra hard times. IT WASS ALL ABOUTME.” Momstarted to cry, so as I, I can’t help myself from crying, finally, the man behind all this will report his self to the police department, which means the case will be solved, I can now go back to my body, I can no be with my family again. As I and justin walk out from the hospital I saw the news. He pledge guilty, I can a sure that he didn’t meant to do it, so today I gave my forgiveness to him. [Me] “hey, Justin, what’s wrong?” {Justin] “nothing {fake smile} I’m just happy for you. [Me] “really? But why is there a sad look in your eyes? Tell me, I will listen to you. [Justin] “ honestly, nothing.” [Me] “okay.. if you say so. Wewereabout togo back tocross the road when suddenly a dark mist surrounded us, I started to breathe heavily and I couldn’t see Justin cause the mist is so dark and thick, as turn around, and my eyes started to slowly close.