It's been two months since me and Gray broke up, I would say that I am perfectly fine but that would be one of the biggest lies ever. I miss him so much. I thought I would be alright with breaking up with him but I guess not.
Both Roni and Ethan keep me updated with Gray, they always tell me that all he does is cry in the morning and get drunk at night, and sometimes even have girls over but then kick them after a while and scream that "you are not Nessa and you will never be her".
I've seen his snapchat stories, all of the snaps are either of alcohol bottles and bunch of naked girls sitting on his lap. Half of the youtube community knew we broke up and for those who didn't, they got the news from the Youtube News king, not pewdiepie but keemstar.
Everyone tries their best to make me laugh and they do but they can't make me laugh like how Grayson can make me laugh. He always made me laugh and smile, he didn't even have to do anything I'll still smile, he'd be eating chips and I'll still smile.
I miss him so much,
I miss his smile, I miss his laugh I miss his horrible jokes that'll still make me laugh, I miss his habit of laying his heavy leg on me while we sleep, I miss his habit slapping my thighs when he can't stop laughing,
I just miss him so much, I want him back. Oh great, I am crying again.
DING
I looked over to see my phone showing that I got a message from someone on Instagram.
@ SassStas has sent you a message request
Accept Ignore
Accept
SassStas
Hey, Its Anastasia, um you might know me as the girl that Grayson 'cheated' on u w/
but Im not.
Uh hi? wut u mean ur not the girl?? I saw the photo u sent him...
Ya but it wasn't meant to be for him
I'm dating his friend Kyle
u might know him the photo and the text was meant to be for Kyle but I accidentally sent to him thinking he was Kyle
How can I trust?? U could be lying
tru but why would I lie to u I never texted him before the only reason I had his number was coz he and Kyle went to a same party and Kyle's phone was broken so Kyle told me that I could text Grayson if I needed to talk to him
ur not lying Right?
Hold up.
just look at this msgs
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Oh my god im so stupid I should have let him explained. im gonna talk to him now thanks btw
Allg hope u guys get back together Kyle told me that he isn't doing so well anyways good luck hope everything goes well
Thanks
I am such a idiot, I should have listen to him. I quickly unblocked Grayson on my phone and sent him a message hoping he will read it.
