hdhd

Last Ex

I know I talk about it sometimes but I have to so my ex dumped me because first cause long distance doesn't work for the time I wasn't at school. That made me cry so much. I felt emotions all at once. First time also. Then that night or something like that he says that it was bc he was trying to get with another girl while dating me at the time. He says he wasn't trying to but I don't believe him. I hate him so much. He confesses even later that he dumped me for another girl. That made me feel like shit later on. I kept thinking: was I too depressed for him, was it cause I wasn't attractive enough. That second one doesn't really have an effect on me. Also why did he lie so much also. I know that people lie a lot but not as much as he has. I still kills me to this day. It's been 3 to 4 months maybe. Idk for sure. But shortly after we broke up he has a new gf. It hurt so much to see them together. I listened to music to distract myself. When they broke up they apparently said it was mutual. I also feel like he regrets it so much and I think one day he will text me to get with me and I'll be like no. Flat out no.