ADOPTED BY ALEX GASKARTH

Hold On Till May

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2 Months Later

Lous pov

Three weeks after my suicide attempt I got to go home from the hospital. Jack is comin  over for dinner and to say good bye to me becaus  I'm moving  in with Vic while the boys finish their tour. He thinks it will be best for me. I walk up the stairs to go pack. I pack all my vans and converse plus half my band tees and some skinny jeans. I also throw in some jewellery. and then I grab the picture frame with the picture of me and all my friends and put six blades in the back of it like always. Vic and Alex don't know I started cutting again. I  put on some bleached high waisted jeans and my pierce the veil shirt with my glmr klls sweatshirt and black vans.

Alex's pov

I'm worried about I think she has been cutting again and she's not eating at all. I'll have to tell co  to keep an eye on her. I just dropped Lou of with Vic and they decided to go out to dinner.

Lous pov

I haven't been eating also and when I do eat I purge. Swimsuitt season is coming up and I look like a fat whale. I've decided I'm going to kill myself and make sure I die I'm ruining the guy  live  I  a pathetic failure I will die May 1 2015. today is April 1 2015 so I have 1 month until I meet my demise.

an

hey guys so sorry its short I have to get ready to go mini golfing and stuff and I will be ending this book in probably 3-5 chappies I'm so sorry next chappie at 2k reads love y'all mwah