what's going on

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Taylor POV

I'm now 8 months pregnant. the twins growing. these triplets are very active they kick all the time. today is a chill day. I woke up made a grilled Ham and cheese sandwich. after I ate I took a shower and put on a sweater and leggings. I went and made the twins breakfast. they had oatmeal. Justin can cook his own breakfast. I went in the living room and turned to BET and my favorite movie Baby Boy was on.

later that day.....

these babies kicking the hell out of me. I gotta go to the bathroom. as I walking up the steps I feel liquid coming down and its blood.

wth I said

JUSTIN I yelled

what he says running to the stairs

I need to go to-gco by a sharp pain

Hakeem and Rakeem let's go Justin yells
they run down the stairs. Justin helps me in the car.
the pains are getting worse.

hurry UP I say getting louder and louder
we make it to the hospital. Justin tells the twins to get out he picked me up bridal style and they run in the hospital.

HELP I NEED A DOCTOR NOW.
the lady at the front desk tells him he have to sign some papers he snatches her up and says listen bitch I need a fucking doctor and your going to get me one or I'm going to beat your ass. she gets me a doctor they take me in a room.

I'm going to call our moms Justin says
he calls and they say they'll be here in a minute.

are you OK mommy? hakeem ask

yes mommys Ok
me and Justin mom came and got the twins and took them home. when they left the doctor came in the room.

me: well WHAT'S GOING ON?

Dr: I'm afraid I have some bad and good news.

Justin: good news first

Dr: well baby b and c are ok.

me: well about baby a?

Dr: I'm afraid that's the bad news.... he died

Justin: what the fuck you mean he died
I just burst into tears why me. why my baby have to die.
Justin walks out the room and the doctor said he's sorry for my loss but they have to take him out. they took him out and let me and Justin hold him. I told the doctor I want him cremated.

Justin: I called me and your mom and told them what happened they said they sorry.

I only shook my head.

we gonna get through this together.
we went home I ate and went and latest down. I can't stress now because I'm still pregnant so u can't grieve now. I cried myself to sleep that night.

R.I.P Kingston Hayden Golden

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