The Life I Never Expected To Have

Chapter 2

I am a fricking Senior and I am graduating with no friends or friend telling me congratulations but just me, myself and I .

I hate my life want to know why because no one seems to notice me as much as I hate attention.

You know in books you'll have nerds finding their prince charming well not me I have been a nerd since freshman year and now I Am In Senior year Senior well I think it's obvious that I am a nerd and I don't have any friends not even one not even acquaintances but what's important is that I don't get bullied and I am thankful for that.

My life bored, stupid, fool ad what people describe a load of s***t its just that I don't tried to get friends the last time I had a friend was freshman year she was like my sister I told her not entirely everything about my life because I am not that much of an opened person but told small things like I have a crush on Xavier McIntosh was the worst thing when the day I got 100% on a test and she received a 36% in chemistry thats when everything poured out that you know how every nerd was spoilt not by people at school but there family I was jealous because I was a different nerd that is poor and get nothing but an animal treatment and then that I had an crush on Xavier.

I was ashamed and neglected by the whole school because she told them to keep there boyfriends in tact because I was nothing but relationships breaker.

I didnt stop crying for one whole month to know I let someone in my life and they tore me up like that.

But that day I told myself dont get anymore friend because I want to keep everything to myself even the day I was born.

I strolled back to the living room standing at attention up straight hands by my side.

"Are you finish with the dishes??" Her question rang through my ears.

"Yes mom" my reply was quick and sterned. She nodded giving me approval that I could go to my room .

I entered the empty room with just a twin size bed, a dresser and my walls decorated with drawing that gives off my moods
I pulled out my underwear, a shirt and a shorts laying them across the bed and entered rhe shower.

I entered the bathroom and stripped down my clothes entering the cold shower I don't shower with hot water because we cant affored to put in a heater.

I let the water ran down my brunette hair that stopped in my back just above my waist and my body making me feel relaxed and ease.

I came out the bathroom and put on my clothes. As I laid across the bed my belly rumbled and thats when I remembered I didn't eat nothing after that awful sandwich at lunch.

I went downstairs and go in the kitchen and made myself a peanut butter sandwich and gulped down a glass of water.