Bad Boy |Yoonmin❤

Chapter 9

(Warning⚠: self harm)

[Jimin]

My neck is sore. My bottom lip  was bleeding. I was in the middle of the hallway crying with Namjoon holding me.  He watched Yoongi walk away, as if he had sympathy for him.
'Why does he get symphony' I thought

"Let's go to the nurse ok"

He gave a sad smile

"Ok"

I croak.  My voice was raspy and quivering from crying so much. When I Stood up I felt more pain.

'You disgusting bastard' 'you disgusting bastard' 'you disgusting bastard' 

I thought over and over again.

He's right.  I deserve this pain, I'm useless, I'm so weak I can't even stand up for myself. 

These thought made my cry harder.

By the time we got to the nurse I had no tears left to cry. My throat was burning, my lungs hurt and my head aches because I was crying to much.

The nurse put this gel on my cut lip and she closed it, keeping it safe with a special Band-aid.

"Alight Jimin your good to go just get a lot of rest, the cut wasn't that bad but try not to reopen it,  come by tomorrow before class so I can take the stitches out"

She smiles, I nod.

Namjoon walks in.

"Hey Chim Chim how are you feeling"

"I-im ok"

He sits down next to me.

"I'm sorry, for what Yoongi did,  he was a little off all day he normally doesn't act this way"

I hear him sigh

"Don't apologize, it's my fault,  I shouldn't have touched him,  I should've stayed out of it instead of trying to play hero"

I felt my eyes burning I'm about to cry again, I blink back the tears.

"No Jimin, you tried to do the right thing,  I wish I would have stopped him sooner. "

I stood up

"It's ok"

I didn't make any eye contact with him, I can feel his gaze on me.

"I'm just going to go home now"

He nods towards me.

*At Home*

I run up to my room not even bothering to great my eomma,I heard her call after me. I locked my door, I burst out to tears when I hit my bed.

"Jimin baby what's wrong, please talk to me"

I keep crying,

It was you fault, it's always your fault, you  would never have gotten hurt if you stayed out of it now he's going to get in trouble and it's going to be YOUR  FAULT

I climbed out of bed and slowly walked to the restroom, I take out the blade of the razor I found.

Disgusting

*cut*

Bastard

*cut*

USELESS

*cut*

Worthless

*cut*

Ugly

*cut*

Fat

*cut*

*cut*

Blood is dripping on the floor my arm covered in cuts and blood. The blade was stained with my blood. Tears stain my face my eyes are red, I felt dizzy, I hit the ground. The bloody blade still in my hand.

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A/n
love yourself always
Your beautiful strong and amazing ❤
(sorry this chapter is a little sad(╥ω╥')