"Ima ask myself a question,
How can you comfort a person, when you feel upset yourself?
How can you remind a person they're a special person to you,when you know no will say it to you, and you don't know if it'll have that good affect on them?
How can you say fix someone when your broken yourself?
Well, let's see.
If you can, it gets you more into thought with yourself and self worth, you think more of how it really does hurt no matter how many times you convince yourself, and you also think about if that person you said it too, took it well enough. And you wonder if they could see your pain, your suffering, only later to deny it. And your realization to everything so you do it again.
It's more painful then you think.
And they thank you, but your still hurting no matter if they smile and your the reason for it.
If you can't, it's most likely bcus you don't want to think about nor feel that almost never ending pain.
But they consider you a selfish asshole for not helping them in there time of need, and remind you how worthless and disgusting you are.
It also painful, right?
So my answer is y o u c a n T."
I brought an old notebook with a little note from 2016,
And that is what it says.
I didn't notice til now.
