Chapter 1

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(This is my first story in Jackie's POV, continuing right after the series final)

3...2...1... Happy New Year! The 70's are over and the 80's begin. I feel someone grab my hand and pull me close. It's Fez! He gives me a strong kiss and I can feel the passion in his lips. I feel something, but it's not what I was earlier today. I thought I liked him but now, looking at Donna and Eric I realize that I can never feel that way about Fez. I already felt that way before, with Hyde. It's weird saying that. Hyde. I started calling him that after we broke up. It was to painful to call him Steven after all the things that we have went threw. I want to be with him right here, right now. But I can't, he hates me now for what I did to him with Michael. I regret that more than anything in the world. That ruined my life and right now I don't feel like I will ever feel for someone the way I feel for Steven.
"Fez can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure my sugar mama." Oh my god this is going to be so difficult. I lead him out the kitchen door and onto the porch near the garage. I close the door so no one can hear.
"Fez, do you feel comfortable with all this?" I ask
"Well of course Jackie, it's you, why wouldn't I?" He says smiling the whole time. I try and do the same but a just can form a smile when I know what's going to happen.
"Well we jumped into this so fast without thinking about how weird this could be or get. I looked at Eric and Donna tonight and they're so happy, and in love. I can never feel that way with you. I do love you Fez just, not like that." As I was saying that, he looks shocked and hurt. I felt so bad, but I didn't want to act anymore I wanted to feel.
"Oh, ok...but can I just ask one thing? why were you with me when you felt that it was weird?" He asks with a smidge of anger.
"Fez, it wasn't weird at first, I just realized what I wanted. You did nothing wrong, I just want love." I smile at him, open my arms and grab him for a hug. The way he hugs me I can tell we are going to stay friends. He walks back inside. I stay and try to think of how to tell Steven that I still love him and want to be with him forever.
"Hey." It's Steven!
"Hey." I say surprisingly "What are you doing out here?"
"Well I heard that you ended it with Fez, I just wanted to see how you were doing."
"Oh, I'm fine." This is the time I have to tell him. It's now or never. It's the perfect time just do it I tell myself over and over again.
"Ste.. Hyde can I ask you something?"
"Shoot." Hey says and the takes a huge gulp of his beer.
"How did we get over each other so fast? I mean we never had the chance to talk about it."
"Jackie, there's nothing to talk about. We just weren't meant to be, that's it."
"No Steven that's not it." Calling him Steven was so natural when we fought and it just slipped out.
" Fine, what do you need to talk about?" He says sounding aggravated.
"Us. Maybe you forgot about us but I didn't for one second!" I sort of yell at him.
"But I though you said that-" He manages to get out but I interrupt.
"Ya I know I said that we got over each other and never got a time to talk about it. But what I meant was, how come, after all that we have been through didn't get back together? we're meant for each other Steven, don't you see! When we were together I was the happiest, I was truly in love! And I can't feel that way with anyone else but you." I lean in for a kiss and wrap my arms around him, he does the same with me. We kiss for a few seconds and then I pull away, if it's a rejection he is going to say I don't want to torture myself. I look at his face and he looks confused. I just need to finish saying what I need to say.
"I will always love you Steven Hyde!"

(This is just the first part of the story, if you guys want me to write more please just comment and I will do so. I hope you enjoyed the story!)

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