My Life Is A Love Triangle, I Just Don't Know Which Corner Is Mine

Until he sent me, the chat

It wasn't that it was bad what he said, just that I didn't think he felt the same way about me that I did for him. I'm guessing you want to know what the chat said. Well here you go! :

Kelsey, I know that Evan was awful to you, but just know that I love you more than my own life. I will do anything in the world to have you in my arms, have you cry on my shoulder, love me the way I love you. I am sorry that I only got the guts to tell you now. If you don't feel the same way, I understand.

But what weirded me out was I felt the exact same way! I wanted no I needed RYAN! I needed him to be mine and only mine. I think I loved him too. But what would I say to Evan?! Its not like I really was too busy for a boyfriend, I just needed an excuse. It was kind of true, but its not like Ryan would care, he is busy too. His acting career is only now taking off and so was mine! Maybe this was a sign. A test. Not only for myself, but for Ryan too! What if I don't feel the same way and I'm just rushing into things like I always do? Then what?! I break up with my best friend and risk what happened with Drake and me? (yes I dated him too, but it only lasted like a week and we were little, but it totally ruined our friendship, and it will never be the same) NO SIR!!!!! Oh gosh! I haven't written back to him!

Ryan. This is going to take a second to soak in. Could you just give me a second?

Sure! Take your time.

He was really nice! He was caring and compassionate and loving and understanding and he knows me almost as well as I know myself and we have been through a lot together! I knew what to do.

Ryan?

Ya Kels?

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