The Fault in My Stars

What d'ya mean I'm not pretty?!?

I wake up with a super foggy head. It is not a good thing to drink and wake up feeling the way that you do if you have breathing problems.

I groan and flip to my side screaming and flinging my arms around like a duck falling to the floor on my butt to see I was only in my bra and panties with Jeremy in no shirt or pants, lucky me, he has boxers on. Note sarcasm.

Jeremy lurches forward so fast the poor guy can launch himself into Mexico.  "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!" I yell pulling a sheet onto my body. 

Jeremy smirks and stands up throwing a pose my way, even waking up he looks sexy but this is not the Time nor place to be not freaking out. "Whaaat do you not find this attractive?" He says flexing. 

I burst out laughing and stand, still clutching the sheet for dear life. Jeremy then finds the opertunity to turn around and start flexing his butt muscles. "Eww!" I say running to my closet.

Jeremy was on top of me in a matter of seconds. I struggle to breath. "JEREMY IF YOU DONT BACK THE FUCK OFF MY GIRLFREND I WILL MURDER YOU BEFORE YOUR TIME IS UP! " Ashton yells coming into the room.

I gasp standing up holding the sheet close to my body. Ashton glances at us both and furrows his eyebrows. He does that when he thinks. Then he glares at us both.

"Would you care to explain why you two are both naked?" "We're not technically naked." Jeremy says slowly standing by the window.

Ashton stares at me and I cringe. I haven't been so thankful that he still wants to be with me for this long,  but he's so cruel.. why would I?

"Well?"

"I-I don't K-Know,  I swear!" I say putting both hands up making my sheet fall exposing my pink set of Victoria Secret Undies and Bra. I cringe and close my eyes biting my lip.

The embarrassment is real.

I slowly open my eyes to see Ashton in Jeremys face with an 'Ima kill you' face. Jeremy imediatly takes action by jumping through the open window making my mouth drop and a strangled laugh trying to find its way out. Gosh I sound like a donkey.

Ashton peers over the window saying something that I can't quite hear because I need to take my breather. Like now.

Ashton turns back to me with a smirk.  " Let's talk about this at the breakfast table, I mean,  Jeremy was smart enough to yell up at me that your not pretty so he would never touch you." I freeze. Everything hurt so much now. "OK." I say.

Ashton touches my face gently letting it slide down my body. I remember I thought how perfectly warm that touch was.  Now I feel an icy shock. "I love you." He says walking out of the room.  I nod even though I know he can't see me. He probably knows I don't love him anymore. It be evident if he didnt.

I turn around grabbing my breather and take 7 puffs. I sit on my bed dissapointed and look at my outfits. Fuck the shower.  Fuck Ashton. Fuck Jeremy.

I pick out my favorite pink crop top that shows my pierced bellybutton, add on my heart necklace and pink cut shorts with white flats and white 'FuckU' earrings. Yes I'm in that type of mood.

Then I put my hair up curling my ponytail and bang.

Grabbing my phone I make my way downstairs determined not to cry. I have Ashton. that's what matters most. I sit at the round black table waiting for Jeremy and Ashton to come back inside.

Gosh I hate them so much right now.

God Im so fucking bipolar.

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Yeah Yeah!  That's it!  It's my bestfreinds birthday today so this was a birthday update.

I'm so gonna write this story for like ever!  I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and be ready for more! 

BTW the whole time I was listening to Boneless by Steve Aoki Hey if your nipples could glow, just picture yourself in the club dancing to that moving your boobs side to side

Welp gotta go

bye ❤

PS+ Darude Sandstorm