Safe Place

Sometimes

Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean you're holding a gun to your head.

Sometimes, it means smoking a cigarrete in the hopes that you'll get cancer and die. Or jaywalking accross the street without looking, because you don't care if you get hit by a car. Sometimes it means having sex with a stranger, hoping you'll get STD and die. Or not sleeping and not eating in the hopes that the exhaustion will kill you. Or even not washing your hands in the hopes that you'll get sick and die. Sometimes it means being cruel to the people you love or ignoring them, because if they leave you'll have less reason to go on living. Or not setting your alarm for work, so you'll get fired and have less of purpose. Sometimes it means partying hard in the hopes that your liver will fail and you'll die. Or putting yourself in the dangerous and potentially painful situation, so maybe it'll be the last straw. Being suicidal doesn't necessarily mean trying to die. A lot of times, it means not putting any effort into living.