hazel
it was my second monday of work. i work every other day from 7:30 am to 10:00 pm. which i don't mind considering i only work 3 days a week and i can do what i want, and have time during the day and have 4 off days, but i can come in on my off days and get paid half my regular pay for that day so i'm still eating money.
my day went by smoothly and jack didn't say much to me, which i figured was about me not holding hands with him. i should've held his hand though because he is ill and might feel unwanted. he has barely said any words to me since my first day, which was upsetting because my goals was to have my patients really like me.
although i don't really want to be with him much, because he makes me very nervous and uncomfortable
i walked to his room to see him watching american horror story: murder house, which i questioned because i was sure he was in here for murder, but i left it alone. i knocked on the door and he looked through it and smiled seeing it was me.
" hazel why are you here, it's not like you like me anyways" he says while sighing. "jack i do like you but you're my patient i can't like you like that. i know you know that." jack stands up to go to the restroom and i follow him. he closes the door and i gasp as he puts his hand over my mouth and i scream remembering that there are no cameras in the rooms or bathrooms and most are soundproof on this side of the wing, to cancel out screaming so other patients can sleep. i realize screaming wont help.
"hazel i know i just met you but i need you, you're so perfect we can be together forever" he says as he takes a plastic knife that seems to have been carved into a shank. luckily he takes his hand off my mouth, " jack, jack we can be together forever if you let me go we can escape i'll help you, but it may take a few weeks i promise i will get you out of here" i say shakily, "that way we don't have to die" i say tears streaming down my face.
" hazel you promise you aren't lying" jack says while tears are flowing out of both of our eyes, and the shank is pressed to my neck cutting me slightly. " JACK JACK I PROMISE" i scream lying. "you have to trust me, i love you too".
jack takes the knife away from my neck and i take it from his hand, and slip it into my pocket. i put my hand on his face and give him a hug to help with my lie. i whisper into his ear, " i love you jack". he whispers back " i love you more hazel". i get up and walk out the door. i run to my car and start crying.
i hate lying and i regret working here so much. although rosie and stassie/ ana are very nice and are good friends to me i just can't. i was almost killed in a suicide murder in jack's room and i don't even know if i should report it because he may get mad at me.
but it's his health over my happiness. i quickly pull down my mirror and check my face to show i wasn't crying anymore. i locked my door and slapped a bandage on my neck to heal the scratch the shank caused.
i walk to dr. andrews office and knock. luckily he wasn't in there with a patient and he was just doing paperwork.
"oh hello, hazel what brings you here, and what happened to your neck" he says pointing to the big bandage on my neck.
" i think i should be assigned to a different patient mr. gilinksy has grown quite fond of me and he pulled a shank on me" i say pulling it out of my pocket and it showed the dry blood. his face drops, " he told me he loved me and tried to kill me then himself, but i fortunately talked him out of it." dr. andrews shook his head and face palmed. "he was doing so good he always said you were his favorite nurse." my face saddened.
" okay i'm going to have to put him in solitary confinement since it is necessary protocol, but i'm also going to allow him therapy, but the twist is it will be with you. don't worry there will be guards watching the entire time. also water bath relaxation therapy. my face drops,
" uhh dr. andrews that might not be the best idea he will lose all trust in me if he finds out i turned him in. can we maybe lose the confinement and do the other two options because if he is in confinement i cannot agree to the talk therapy with him." i state without stuttering so he knows i am very serious.
" okay i can agree to that his schedule will remain the same but we will put a mic on you so if we hear screaming we can send a guard into the room." dr. andrews states. i agree and head home for the night.
but i called my best friends nate, sammy, jack j, and my girl best friends tarryn and charlotte and asked if they wanted to chill and get a lil wasted on whatever. every one in a while i will smoke or drink like i do with my cigs. i do it probably once every couple months.
they all came over with tree and booze and i couldn't wait to forget my problems. i was always real close with sammy and everyone wanted us to date but it never happened. every time we get wasted something happens and i lead him on. i always feel terrible but that's what crossed me does but i'm gonna try and just stay away from him tonight.
" hazel come her lil ma" sammy days and pats his lap. signaling he wants me to sit on it. i know i told myself i would stay away but he's so sweet and hot. i go to his lap and start moving around getting comfortable, and i feel him getting harder i laugh and start kissing him. charlotte and johnson were making out and nate and tarryn were going for it too.
this is what always happens it's like a big orgy but it's separate (lmao i'm so sorry ahhahaha) . i take sammy's hand and lead him upstairs. sammy has always been a lil kinky so he leaves two or three hickies on my neck. we never have done it but we have gotten close.
i really wanted to tonight though just to calm my nerves like everything else. i mean i was sex deprived. i flipped him over and tugged his shirt off revealing his really hot abs, and i took off his joggers leaving him in his calvin's. which was a pretty sexy sight if i do say so myself. " you think you can take control baby girl" he says, " oh, i'll show you how to take control" he yells and flips me over. he tears off my crop top and shorts leaving me in the red lingerie i put one previously. he licks his lips at the sight of me.
not gonna lie i have a pretty good body. which is mainly just genes and the fact that i eat really healthy. sammy tears my underwear off with his teeth and tears my bra off. he stands up and i get on my knees to suck his dick. he was already pretty hard so i took him in my mouth which was about 10 inches. so, i couldn't fit it all in my mouth i used my hands to pump the part my mouth couldn't reach. i tease him by kissing his tip and licking it. " hazel, hazel i'm about to cum" sammy says. " return the favor before" i say to sammy.
he pushes me down and starts to lick my clit in circles drawing shapes and letters, then he starts to tounge fuck me and i scream in pleasure. " WHATS MY NAME?" sammy yells. "DADDY" i respond and he spanks me and ties me to the bed with a scarf he found in my closet. he starts to fuck me and man did it feel amazing.
" oh daddy" i say moaning in pleasure. we both release and fall to sleep. me forgetting all my problems and cuddling with sammy. even forgetting i have work at 7:30 am tomorrow.
