Is it you? Is it really you?
"I'm sorry you're mistaken."
But why do i feel like it is you? Is it better to know it wasnt you? Or would it have been better if it was you.
Is it selfish of me to have the desire of wanting you again in my life? I gues...
No this isn't happening... he won't leave me like that...
"I'll be back after 2 days"
"Promise me"
"Promise"
He promised me. He won't break it. No ...
I stood there in disbelief. I tried so hard to control my tears. I told myself that it wasn't real. Things rush through my mind, too many... i couldn't think straight. I just wanted to run , run away from reality. So i did. I ran and ran.
"Y/N! Thank you officer." Jimin thanked him then chased after you.
I wasn't on my right mind. It was somewhere else. I denied reality. What was going on was too much for me to handle.
But when i tried running again someone pulled me to his embrace.
"Y/N! Are you crazy?! A car almost crashed into you!" Jimin raised his voice. "Y/N , listen to me." He held my shoulders tight. "Look at me y/n...please." He saddened.
Your eyes finally met his. You were all teary and scared. You felt lost and small. That hurt jimin. He hated seeing you like this. He was already broken hearted knowing his best friend is dead and he can't afford loosing you now.
Jimin POV
"Y/N, if you want to cry, just cry. It hurts more if you keep it all inside..." i knew she wanted to but tried so hard not to. She then cried , and burried her face on my shoulder. It breaks my heart to see that. I gently stroke her hair and patted her back. "It's gonna be alright y/n...i know it's hard but don't forget that i'm here too. And i won't leave you, okay?" I tried comforting her. She bursted more tears and cried louder. I could feel a tear dropped from my eyes to my cheeks. It breaks me , i can't believe my best friend...minhyun...
### I brought her back to her apartment. She calmed down but i knew she was still broken as i am too. I tried to be strong though.
"Wait here, i'll get you a cup of hot water." I said as she sat on the couch.
When i came back , she was in tears again. Staring at a picture. My heart breaks to see it too. A tear dropped. I quickly wiped it.
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"Y/N , here's your water." I placed the water on the table.
"Why did he leave us jimin? How could he? How could he do that after , after- everything we did together" she clenched her fist.
I've never seen her this broken and crying so much before. I couldn't imagine how much it hurts for her to lose a lover. The love of your life...
I too felt like my half was gone. He was like a brother to me how can i not be hurt.
"Y/N..." i took the photo out of her hands and turned it upside down on the table. "You know he wouldn't like it to see you like this...please stay strong ...for him?" He tried , as he looked into your eyes.
Y/N POV You avoided his gaze. You know you'll burst and hurt more if you looked at his eyes. But then he pulled you to his embrace. Tears started falling. It hurts , alot. It's unexplainable. Losing something you love and treasure. You clenched you fist harder. As you felt the pain of your heart sinking deeper and deeper.
Days passed and still you couldn't help but be reminded of him as you passed the places you went together. It was like there was a hole in your heart, that was impossible to heal. It was...empty.
But you controlled better, you excepted the reality. But when the moon starts to rise, You couldn't help but burst into tears on your pillow making it wet , full of tears.
It's not easy to accept the fact that someone you really really love is gone from you , forever...
###
3 years later
Years passed and you graduated. Jimin too. He was always by yourside and you were always thankful . For if its not for him, maybe you won't be better like right now.
It felt better and you tried moving on from what happened. But sometimes you just couldn't help but be reminded of him but you knew even if he wasn't there. He is watching you so you felt better and smiled remembering him.
You decided to pursue your dream job , which was to become a pro photographer. That was what minhyun oppa wanted to do to. You both kind of agreed to do this together. But you promised yourself and decided to do this not only for you but him too.
During the years you made a girl friend. She was lisa. She was dependable and cute. You were happy you became friends with her.
###
Your phone rings , you looked to see who called . It was lisa. You answered the call. "Lisa? What's up?"
"Ah finally you answered! Wanna go shopping? " she asked enthusiasticaly.
"Are you kidding me lisa , is that all you care about?" I chuckled. "Awhh come on! It's gonna be your first day of being a proffessional photographer tomorrow! You have to wear something nice and formal! After all it is for a very famous company!" Her words kind of convinced me. I mean its true i don't have the right outfit to go in...
"Okayy???please y/n!" She begged. I let a sigh out. "Okay , okay." I let in. "Yayy omg see you soon!" She squelled in excitement.
I turned it off and shook my head with a giggle. "This girl, but i still love her~" chuckles.
###
I have been waiting for lisa for like forever. I waited on the bus stop. But then i recieved a call, it was from her.
"Yah ! Where are you?!" I asked. "Ahh so sorry y/n ! Can you go to the other bus stop i'll be there soon!" She apologised.
Well if she wasn't late , she wasn't lisa ...
I let out a sigh. "Fine. Be quick!"
I had to cross the road. I looked over to my left and right. As soon as the green light for the passer lit , i walked across. But something caught my eye , when i was searching for lisa.
I stood there frozen like a statue. Like i've seen a ghost or something in the middle of the day. My leg felt weak . I tried rubbing my eyes to see if i saw it wrong but no.
I saw a tall man with fluffy hair that i always loved to stroke. With eyes dark and warm. That couldn't be -
Minhyun oppa?..
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My mind couldn't think straight. It was like my body controlled me. I ran and hugged him.
