Dear Wise Girl,
It's been two months, I may not have been able to bring you back but please know that you will forever be in my heart. I will always love you and that will never stop. You were my first love and that will never change, what we had will never change. I love you Wise Girl.
However, my mother was talking to me and I need to get my life back on track. I even started collage again, I know you would be proud of me. I've decided to study Marine Biology and pursue a career like in an aquarium or something, at least I'll enjoy it. You always did tell me to go into a profession that I loved to I would never work a day in my life. That's one thing I will always miss. You have the best advice.
You always knew what to say, when to say it and even how to say it. You stood by my side through everything and I couldn't stop one lousey monster. I miss you so much that it physically hurts to think of you. I miss your smile and your eyes. Those beautiful steel grey eyes I fell in love with, the eyes I watched close as the monster kill you. I'm sorry for allowing that.
I distracted you, I was the reason you didn't see the monster. This is all my fault. Your father hates me and your siblings can never forgive me. I wish you were here by my side, to hold me, to protect me and to comfort me. You were always the best at that.
I remember when we would sit in my bedroom at my mom's apartment and just talk or do homework. Well, try, I always distracted you with stupid jokes or cheesy pickup lines. You loved it though and wouldn't stop laughing for hours.
I miss that most of all, your laugh. It could help me through anything, even in Tartarus your laugh kept me going. You were probably the first person to laugh in Tartarus if I'm being honest.
Anyway, I think you'd be glad to know that my homework is getting done. I live in Bronx now away from my mom and nobody knows my course but I met someone. She helps me with my homework and will read the work out to me.
She's really kind and caring but still nothing compared to you. You will always be my first love and the one who has my heart. That went with you. Still, she's quite sweet but not as sweet as you. She doesn't know how to spar making our meet ups quite boring if I'm honest. She's also quite girly, she doesn't like any bug and will die if she sees a fly.
It always reminds me of you with spiders or when we were twelve in the swimming pool full of mechanical spiders. You clung onto me with an iron grip and wouldn't let go until we were safe and away from them. It was so adorable.
Remember, I loved, love and will always love you Annabeth.
Love From:
-Seaweed Brain.
