Pensées Quotidiennes

Short Story

She was alone.
The only thing on her mind was Jesus and music.
She were keeping rejected every boys.
She was loveless.
She couldn't trust anyone.
She was broke.
She was keeping fighting against her demons, herself.
Then, she met him.
He wasn't that ugly.
He was nice.
He was paying attention to her.
He was broke too.
She told him that she was heartless.
He wanted to help her.
They were very close and happy together.
She was falling for him.
He was already in love with her.
But, this story couldn't ending good.
One day, she opened up her eyes and realized that she wasn't in love with him.
She was in love with the attention that he was giving to her.
And that day, she realized all the pain that he will feel when he will find out.
What are you supposed to do when the person is already broke ?
Did she have to bury him alive ?
She didn't want to break his heart.
But she didn't want to fake with him.
When the day come.
Everything they created disappeared.
He was crying because of her.
She was crying because her mistakes.
She broke his heart like boys broke her heart before.
During a long time, he was sad.
During that time, she was mad at herself.
But months after, she realized that he turned the page when he came back with another girl.
That day she realized that he lied to her everytime that he said he was still single, and he wanted her back.
He's not a bastard.
Just a guy with a big heart.
But that's not the end.
Finally, when her birthday came, he forgot her.
Even if she was saying that she was fine, the truth is that she was hurt.
Not because she was in love with him, just because he was her bestfriend.
That day, she realized that she wasn't that important anymore, so she stopped trying to keep this fake relationship.

"This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No love, no hope, no glory,
No happy ending"